| As much as we have tried to cajole Desirée into contributing her own autobiography, she continues to decline. However, we will write what we know about her. |
| Desirée takes her name from the French word for "desired". Her role in the Paradox system has been primarily sexual. She is a sexual chameleon, intuitively understanding the sexual preferences of her partners and availing herself of their needs. Desirée takes great pride in being a fulfilling sexual partner; she is unconstrained by the sexual limits that other Paradox members have (due to past abuse). She frequently "takes over" our sexual encounters, but is willing to allow co-consciousness of the experience (most times). |
| Desirée does not communicate often with the rest of the Paradox. She does have some sort of special bond with dirtygirl - almost a parental or "big sister" role. We think that this relationship allows the younger Paradox members who are sexually active to be somewhat protected during their encounters. We also think that this is why Desirée chooses not to associate often with other adults of the Paradox... her encouragement of the sexual activity of (some) Paradox children is not widely accepted within the group. |