| I was given the nickname "Dana" by some of the other Paradox members because of the perceived similarities between myself and the X-files character Dana Scully. Until then, I was referred to as the "clinician". I have kept the name Dana, as it suits my preference for simple, androgynous names. |
| I don't feel the pressing need to explain or categorize myself here as some of the others have done. I don't have a dramatic story to tell, or a cross to bear. I mean no disrespect to my cerebral roommates; I only intend to convey that I am neither as introspective nor as communicative, and as a result, not as interesting. |
| Perhaps I will describe myself in the way that the Paradox have described me to others. I am not sure of the exact date of my arrival into consciousness, but I do remember attending elementary school. My primary functions within this system have been to learn new skills and gather new information whenever necessary. As I matured, my analytical and logic skills developed such that I became an important channel through which the system could develop a sense of academic pride. |
| My only passion has always has been words, preferably in print. I find nothing more satisfying than reading or hearing the most abstract concepts beautifully brought to life through language. It is through words that I am able to dissect, analyze, and categorize the emotional and cognitive information that has been so purposefully scattered in fragments throughout our consciousness. In this manner, I hope to lend in creating some manner of logical, linear framework to our inner chaos that might aid in re-establishing stability to our lives. My hope is that I can find the words that will suit the rules by which we will all agree to coexist. If you are also part of a multiple system, you will understand that this is no small task. |
| I am reminded just now that I should mention that the reason I have "time to devote to the abstract" is because I choose to spend the majority of my conscious time in the absence of human contact. This is true, but it is not nearly the "sad" truth the others would make it out to be. Although I do enjoy stimulating conversation, I have very little patience and social skill. Many people are intimidated or offended by my manner of expression. I am frequently accused of condescending or uncaring behaviour. This is not my conscious intent; however, I do realize that I could try harder to develop more "user friendly" ways to communicate. I have chosen instead to spend less time with people. I truly do not have the same need for intimacy or understanding and, therefore, choose to "take my turn" when I can be alone for a definite period of time. |
| I cannot think of any additional information that is relevant or pertinent to include here. I have been asked to contribute a larger page (elsewhere in this website) that would open up a public forum in which to discuss issues of interest to me; if I indeed complete this page, I will return to provide a link. |