MY FRUSTRATION


where was i when god had shown 
how to make a happy home 
lie in bed and sleep don't come 
have some peace then give me some 
and i know the reason why you hold me down 
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown 
in my bed i lie alone 
scrape together bone to bone 
and i can't seem to seem to find my way
i can't seem to find the break of day 
i'll stay just a step away 
where was i when god had shown 
how to make a happy home 
and i have become my worst enemy 
i will survive this instability 
in my bed i lie alone 
scrape together bone to bone 
again i have become my worst enemy 
i will survive this instability v i need to breathe the breath of life 
you constantly drain my life 
why can't you see the breath in me 
i constantly need your feed 
my butterfly don't fly away 
if i could just take this simple breath of life from me 
you couldn't take it motherf***er eternity 
if i could take this breath of life and some inside of me 
you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe 
as i creep the monkey's back 
now she's gone and oh he's back 
and i know the reason why you hold me down 
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown 
i will stay, i'll stay 
i will stay, i'll stay