"Dead & Bloated"
I am smelling like the rose that somebody gave me on my birthday deathbed
I am smelling like the rose that somebody gave me 'cause I'm dead & bloated
yeah, she says it's natural I feel I've come of age when she peeks I start
to run you can't swallow what I'm thinking I run through the world thinking
bout tomorrow I am trampled under sole of another man's shoes guess I walked
too softly oh yeah, she says it's natural I feel I've come of age when she
peeks I start to run you can't swallow what I'm thinking
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I am, I am I am I said I wanna get next to you I said I'm gonna get close
to you you wouldn't want me have to hurt ya too I ain't, I ain't I ain't a
buyin' into your apathy I'm gonna learn ya my philosophy you wanna know about
atrocity I know you want what's on my mind I know you like what's on my mind
I know it eats you up inside I know you know, you know you know I am a man,
a man I'll give ya something that you won't forget I said ya shouldn't have
a worn that dress.... here I come, I come, I come...
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can you see like a child can you see what I want I wanna run through your
wicked garden heard that's the place to find ya but I'm alive, so alive now
I know the darkness blinds you can you see without eyes can you speak without
lies I wanna drink from your naked fountain I can drown your sorrows I'm gonna
burn, burn ya to life now out of the darkneww binds you burn, burn, burn -
burn your wicked garden down can you feel pain inside can you love, can you
cry I wanna run through your wicked garden heard that's the place to find
ya I'm alive, so alive now out of the dark that binds you
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you're fuel to the fire you're the weapons of war you're the irony of justice
and the father of law been waiting awhile to meet you for the chance to shake
your hand to give you you thanks for all the suffering you command and when
all is over and we return to dust who will be my judge and which one do I
trust? I..... whoa.... I..... yeah..... you're the champion of sorrow you're
the love and the pain you're the fighter of evil yet you're one and the same
been waiting a while to meet you for the chance to shake your hand to give
you thanks for all the suffering you command and when all is over and we return
to dust who will be my judge and whcih one do I trust? I.... whoa.... I ....
yeah....
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and I feel that time's a wasted go so where ya goin' till tomorrow and I feel
that these are lies to come would you even care and I feel it where ya going
til tomorrow where ya going with the mask I found and I feel and I feel when
the dogs begin to smell her will she smell alone and I feel so much depends
on the weather so is it raining in your bedroom and I see that these are eyes
of disarray would you even care when the dogs do find her got time, time to
wait for tomorrow
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yeah, I could hide in the calm of the eye of the storm and never blow away
well I'm a young man with a knife to my back some things never seem to change
nowhere to run to nowhere to hide sing the song or keep it inside bought the
farm but the farmer done died sing that song sing that song inside yeah I
wish I could could live in the dream that I fly on tarred and feathered wings
well, I'm losing a game of reality dice where the dealer never ever pays I
wanna be as big as a mountain I wanna fly as high as the sun I wanna know
what the rent's like in heaven I wanna know where the river goes if I was
stronger I could be a mountain range if night was longer could I escape the
day?
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