As I sit here to write a note,
I suddenly decide to slit my throat!
just the thought of you loving me,
turns my stomach as you can probably see,
you twist your words to make me feel bad,
you know something?
that's really sad!
someday you'll get what you fully deserve!
I think you're insane and that's little words!
you can't make me happy and you never will!
I'm sorry cause this is how I feel,
day after day,
you try to bring me down,
sometimes it works,
I may let a little frown,
but I'm happy inside and you can't take that away!
now let me see you cry day after day!
I'm sorry about your mailbox,
or maybe I'm not.
you stupid fucking prick!
you're not even hot!
the first day I met you I thought you were cool,
but then I moved in and you played me for a fool,
you fucking bastard!
you dumbass prick!
I had a delicate heart,
but you didn't care,
you were a dick!
it wasn't fare the way you treated me,
if you opened your eyes maybe you would see!
once upon a time I gave you my heart, happily ever after you tore it apart!
I told you everything,
in return you told me lies,
I tried to make you smile,
all you did is made me cry,
as I said before,
people get what they deserve,
so you better watch out cause you're on everyones last nerve!
help me oh god!
like I'm a stupid bitch!
you were someone I loved,
but for some reason you're a senseless dick!
you used me for what you wanted!
called me a ghetto whore!
that's all I ever was to you!
I was never anything more!
why can't you get it through your fucking thick scull,
you are a has been!
I wish I never seen you before!
I wish I had the guts to fuck you over as much as you fucked me!
maybe you would feel like shit and feel as bad as me!
HATE TO FEEL
I don't want you to feel mad,
I don't want you to feel upset,
but the feelings I have felt explain the tears that I've wept,
this agony and heartache cannot be erased,
but when I look at you I wanna bash in your face!
you were a bastard and a stupid prick!
I am not that desperate to accept your fucking dick!
you better back away,
stay far away from me!
my mind is full of anger,
but you're too damn dumb to see.