(Excerpt of CRUEL EPIPHANY)
... I hate the day
I learnt to see
I hate, you prey
Cruel Epiphany
Tragic loss
I faced alone
Sweet Grave-moss
Cardiac breath i was shown

I hate the night
I learnt to care
Terrors of frights
Pacing nightmare
I want to know
I want to be
Abivalence I show
Cruel Epiphany
I hate my love
I love my hate
I push, you shove
Pity you create
I was whole
Now I'm bleak
Hair as coal
Eyes bright, yet bleak

I waste away
You leave me be
I curse the day
Cruel Epiphany
(...)
The end ( inspired by "The Craft")

North of the circle I sit
Sisters sit around and opposit
Daughters shine, the God's starlits
Mother's children against the sky

(Chorus)
The end is near
Aaaa....
Let her go in peace
Oooh...
The end it near
Uuuu...
Let her go in peace
Eeee... Iiiii...

Mother help me please, fill all I lack
I drink of my sisters, poison fills the cracks
Center circle filled, robes of black
I look to the mirror, my reflextion, doesn't look back.

(Chorus x 2)
Broken Wings and Battle Scars

I can't let go of your wicked face
The face that still haunts me
Your cruel hands upon my skin
Your ever forceful entries
I wake up screaming
As if you're here
I rip and tear because of it
And if i'm too weak to eat I know
You are the stalking culprit
I can't go on watching my back
Sleeping with one eye open
I live in fear and cannot trust
Or live one happy moment
You did this to me
You made me be
Just another rape
A sad little girl in this world
Hiding behind a shadowed shape
One day you'll pay for what you've done
Until then, my wicked friend
May you be exposed, and live in the shadows
And may you always live in fear.
Wishing Scars

One and one again makes two
Once again I wished for you
I wished one time, again wished twice
The again the razor did slice

Cutting board skin, brown, pink, and grey
Dancing razors, cutting game did play
Tic-tac-toe upon my skin
Killing pain once blue within

Tiny lines from the wishing game
Grace my hated body frame
My wish for feeling nothing tonight
Once more became a bloodied sight
Untitled
Have you ever been sad for more than a day?
Where fear and sadness fritters your life away?
Where nothing makes sence, and you feel like a mess?
When you wish everything to fade into nothingness?
When you can't eat and you constantly think?
When you close your eyes for hours, but it feels like a blink?
When nothing is righteous, and nothing is fair?
When you wish nothing, but to disolve into air?
When you can't even look at your face in the mirror?
And nothing in life seems to be getting any clearer?
Whenyou feel like you have nothing but one choice,
Listen carefully to your inner voice
Listen to it's guidance and forget all the pain
Remember you're not alone, others feel the same
Remember this line, and this is true:
If anyone can survive this, There's No One Better Than
YOU!
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