As written on a hairy Scott Clemmensen leg with a cold finger.
I never really used to think of myself as a whore. I mean, I sleep around a lot, and I like it. Who doesn�t, right? I have my favorite guy on each team, and they�re really all I fuck. That�s not THAT many guys. That�s only like..thirty. Some people sleep with hundreds of people! I didn�t think I was THAT much of a whore. But watching General Hospital got the whole train of thought started. Why were you watching General Hospital, you ask? Well, I woke up yesterday morning with a bad case of the sniffles. I thought I was going to be fine, but then at practice, I sneezed all over Freckles. Well, not ALL over, just all over his back. I was getting my pads on and I could feel it start tickling in my nose. So I went to cover my mouth, because I didn�t want my spit all over, but then I sneezed so hard that the force of the sneeze blew my hand away! I think it was a 60 mph sneeze. If you could measure the velocity, it would be..I don�t know anything about velocity. But I�m sure it�d be really high, because it was that strong of a sneeze. Anyway, The Man (capital T capital M) had just come into the locker room, and he just looked at me really funny after I sneezed. I think everyone did. It was like I had the plague or something. I didn�t have the plague! I mean, I had the plague of contagious hotness, but that was about it. So, The Man (capital T capital..okay, you get the idea) looked at me funny and told me that I wasn�t allowed near anyone on the team until I stopped sneezing. Well, this morning before the game, I called him and told him I felt fine and wasn�t sneezing anymore. He told me that I should get my tushy (well, he used another word, but tushy is sounds a lot better than ass. Ass is such an ugly word. That�s why donkeys, which are ugly animals, are named asses. A butt is a beautiful thing! It should be given a beautiful name, and I think tushy is a beautiful name. Okay, I�m totally off topic.) over to the arena. So I said, �I�ll be over there ah..ah..ah..� And I sneezed one of the 60 mph sneezes. We were both quiet for a couple seconds and then I was like, �Yeah..I�ll call you again tomorrow.� So, that�s why I�m sitting on my tushy wearing my sexpants (they�re actually sweatpants, but I always wear them after sex, so I call them sexpants. They have the smell of sex ingrained permanently in them. No amount of Lysol could get that out) watching General Hospital. But, to continue my story, I never really thought I was that much of a whore until I watched GH. Right now in Port Charles, there�s a whole big to-do about the fact that Emily and Sonny are �in love.� Normally, would this be a problem? No, except for the fact that Emily is of the Quartermaine breed, of whom hate Sonny because he �poisoned� Jason�s, their beloved son who lost his memory due to a motorcycle accident caused by his crazy brother, AJ, mind by �forcing� him into his twisted mob world, and Emily was the supposed �good girl� of the Quartermaine clan. But here�s where my whole train of thinking started; sure, all of the characters have sex on GH. But, they all have sex because they�re in love. I don�t think I�ve ever had sex because I was in love. Does that, therefore, make me a whore?
As written on the back of a receipt for $50 worth of gas from a Shell station in Morristown.
I just got off the phone with Bally and he told me he�s flying down to see me. He said, and I quote, �I need to fuck some of your hot ass before we go to Ottawa.� I�m not shitting you. And I thought that I was a whore..
As written on a square of toilet paper with a Bic pen in the bathroom of Ruth�s Chris Steakhouse on West 51st Street somewhere in Manhattan.
I�m at Ruth�s Chris with Bally. I was just sitting on the toilet, minding my own business, when I get a call. I wasn�t actually peeing or anything, I was just sitting there. Sitting on the toilet is a sort of release for me. The cold on my tushy makes me feel all cozy inside. Anyways, my phone starts ringing, so I had to run all the way downstairs with my sexpants around my ankles, and practically tripped over myself, but I got to the phone in time. So, I pick it up, and it�s Bally! He said he was sitting in Kennedy Airport, and I should pick him up because he was too lazy to hail a taxi. Being the bitch I am, I hauled my tushy out of the Garden State, and am now in Ruth�s Chris. This whole this is whacked out. He�s acting like he wants more than sex, or something, but all I can think about is him licking that olive on his martini and giving me the eyes, even though I don�t think he�s doing it on purpose. He�s just sexy 24/7.
As written on the sweaty palm of a shaky Scott Clemmensen palm with a shaky Scott Clemmensen finger.
Oh boy. So, we walked outside of the restaurant when I sneezed all over him. It was weird. He didn�t run away, he just laughed, then gave me a tissue. Then, he looked at me and kinda smiled, but it didn�t really look like he was smiling. His eyes were all crinkled like he was smiling but he wasn�t actually smiling. It was really weird. Then, he just said, �Be my boyfriend.� He just said it. He didn�t even ask the question. I feel like I�m an old enough foagie that I deserve to be asked that question. Actually, I�m not foagie. I�m like George Clooney: getting hotter with age. I mean, look at him; he�s like sixty and he�s hotter than he was on his E.R. days. I think he looked like a loaf back then, with that Greek warrior style haircut. Anyways, I guess I looked like I was really surprised or upset or something, because he said really quietly, �Forget I said anything. I�ll see you later,� and walked away, and I haven�t seen him since. Normally, I could just forget, but this is like a bad episode of Will & Grace: you want to forget, but you just can�t.
Dear Scott,
This is one of those letters that people write but never send. I don�t know, maybe someday I�ll give this to you, but not right now. I really thought that this time could be it. But, you know what? I�m not mad at myself, or even upset. I�m just kind of...ambivalent. Of course I�m upset. I�m pissed off more than anything. But I�m not as upset or pissed as I thought I�d be. Overall, I think you�re scared. You haven�t played in so long and you believe your career is over. To compensate for that feeling, that feeling of worthlessness, you abuse your body. You have sex with anyone who�ll look at you sideways, just to know you�re not a piece of shit on the bottom of someone�s shoe. Well, you know what? I don�t think you�re a piece of shit. I think you�re a bar of Ghirardelli chocolate, one of those really big $50 bars with the caramel oozing out of the center. That�s why I said what I did. I really can�t see myself being with anyone who�s straight and narrow and all suit and tie, because I�m not like that. I�m an eagle, flying down the Colorado River (even though I�m in Buffalo, but whatever), just doing my thing. To be honest, I don�t think you even thought about it. I keep thinking it was a mistake for me to say it, but then I think about what we could be and I push that thought out. I want to be with you, and not just for your sex.
Bally
As written in the blank spaces of a brochure for Paris Las Vegas.
I, Scott Clemmensen, can honestly say that I have never been in love, and I�m proud of that fact. Actually, you know what? I pat myself on the back. Not too many people can say that they�ve never been in love. And hey, have I ever gotten hurt? No. I just do my thang, and I keep on rolling along. I�m like a train. I choo choo and don�t stop choo-chooing until my stop comes, and then I bang a hottie. I�m the Scottie Hottie train. But still, sometimes I watch a movie and I want someone to cuddle with, instead of fuck. Like yesterday, for instance. I was watching The Notebook with Rachel McAdams and Ryan Gosling (he�s got that tortured soul hotness going on. He�s so fucked up, but just so fuckable. On the scale of fuckability, he ranks in at a..99.9. I have to take off .1 point because I don�t think he�d fuck me. But hey, if he experienced by good looks and charm..) and the one part where they kiss in the rain and Little Scotty always salutes the TV, I think about how much I want to be Rachel McAdams and kiss someone like that and know that someone loves me; not just for my good looks and charm, but for my personality and smarts and love for all things chocolate.
As written on the back of a December 2003 issue of Sports Illustrated.
I got a letter from Bally today and I did something I�ve never done before; I cried over a guy. Strange, right? And it wasn�t those tears you get when you have something in your eye; it was full on waterfall boo-hoo tears. Brian and I were going to have some beers and watch the game and he heard me crying from outside and practically broke the door trying to get himself in. He thought I was having a seizure or something. Anyway, I ended up spilling all my feelings about Bally and how I wanted to be with someone but I didn�t want to be with him just for the sake of being with someone but because I really liked to spend time with him. He�s everything I could ever want from a guy. But getting back to the letter, it was basically him telling me his feelings about that night. I think I cried because he hit right on the mark. All of those things he said were bottled up inside of me just waiting to burst and I was using sex to push them away. I just don�t want to admit he�s right because then that�ll mean-
As written on a sticky Scott Clemmensen back.
I think you�re brave. If I was in your position, I couldn�t sit for months at a time, not knowing if my job was secure or not, especially at your age. Not that you�re old or anything. Well, older than me, but not Chelly old. You�re like George Clooney; not age wise, but hotness wise. I wish I would have sent that letter sooner. It feels so good spooning with you. Your butt pushes right up against my pelvis, but it just all fits so well. I like that you�re comfortable being naked all the time. I like a lot of things about you. Most of all, I like that I�m here in your apartment writing on your back because it just feels so right.