For once in my life
EY turn the beat up in my head phones
No one ever said life was gonna be easy shit life is hard hmp yea yo
I've been through lots of things in this life
and if it didn't kill me it made me stronger
emotionally mentally and physically
see the things I've seen wit my eyes no otha man can explain
it seems as if keepin control of my life is somethin I could never maintain
I'm livin my life down the fast lane and sometimes it feels as if I wont be able to stop
and juz enjoy the simple things in life like takin a deep breath
or just relaxin or even lookin outside and enjoyin the sunny weather
but wherever my life takes me I only hope things will get better
see cuz the world goes by so fast
and sometimes we forget to savor the moment
juz to make things last
that's why I live my life minute by minute
and I never forget that the time that I have to live
is not infinite
see cuz I've been through hell and back
and it seems as I'm livin this life so I just can protect myself
I always gotta worry about getting capped
so judge me say wut you want about me
I really don't care
you may look at me in disappointment and disgust but so wut
you may give me pitty or you may even laugh
either way I don't want your sympathy
cuz I'm doin fine without you having to feel sorry for me
my life may not be perfect but I can still live it and get the kind of things I need out of it
If I'll have a future that hasn't been proven yet but everything in this life that I've learned I will never forget
For once in my life I'm livin it right
got my mind where it needs to be and i noe wut i'm destined to be
see i may have done alot of regretful things in this life
but i have also learned alot of unforgetful things that make em right.x2
you've seen me at my worst you seen me at my best
but if you were to ever look deep down in my heart
you would only find things you never imagined were in me
see so many people wanna judge me cuz they dont truely noe me
but you cant change the way someone feels, you can only affect it
they don't realize that I gotta live my life everyday
juz tryin to connect it
and its kind of funny cuz life has so many surprises
so many things happen that you never thought would
sometimes things dont always go your way
but wut can you do but keep hope and pray for a better day
livin life you always got to make decisions always pickin from wut is wrong and right
they tell me my opinons dont matta so on paper is where i wrote it
they said I couldn't say certain things outloud so in my songs is where i spoke it
its funny how when a brothas goin through rough times
when he needs his peeps the most they run and hide
i guess love is wut they couldnt provide
but its good to noe that the truth is finally supplied
so sometimes its juz best to forget and juz live
yo I'm juz here tryin to live this life hoping I got something to give
but the truth aint always wut you wanna hear but sometimes it needs to be heard
that's why I hang on every word I say like my last
cuz now the only thing I'm waitin for is the day when I'll pass at last.
For once in my life I'm livin it right
got my mind where it needs to be and i noe wut i'm destined to be
see i may have done alot of regretful things in this life
but i have also learned alot of unforgetful things that make em right.x2
things in this life i've experienced i will never forget
because everything happens for a reason
they happen to teach you something nothing happens for nothing
they say life is unfair but wuts unfair is when no ones there and youre the only one that cares
not everything in life is clear cuz friends hide in shadows waitin to attack once you turn your back
now dont get mad at me cuz i juz call em the way i see
but no matter how many times you fall down in this life always get back up and try try again
so you dont live to regret but you live to noe even through the hard times you kept workin at it
and thats the only reason you could do it and you cant live without it
someone wise once told me this
and thats why if you was to look in my eyes you would noe i'm focused
i noe where i'm goin in life i noe how to get there and what has to be done to make that happen
see my life revolves around rappin cuz the lord gave me this gift
he told me whenever your down pour your heart and soul out and that will be your lift
and thats why the end of the day my words are the only thing i got
now wuts left for me to do
but make it straight to the top.
For once in my life I'm livin it right
got my mind where it needs to be and i noe wut i'm destined to be
see i may have done alot of regretful things in this life
but i have also learned alot of unforgetful things that make em right.x4
I thank you lord for your guidience though I've been traveling this journey through life I noe it was you that helped me get it together and live it right.