Open my imagination to the fantasy
world within
Allowing thoughts and feelings
to enrapture my soul
My love for what I cannot have
has become my passion
My desire to attain the unattainable
is my driving force
The romance, the need,
the unleashed passion and hunger
All found between the pages
waiting to fill my heart
The fantasy, the dream, all seem so real
Cause confusion in the way I feel.
I get lost in the words
Caught up in the eroticness
The pain soon follows
Scorching my dreams
Bringing realistic realization
Out of the world within
My heart begins to ache
As I feel the fantasy
Slide back into my imagination
Awaiting this next release
Slowly close the book
Clasp my hands in my lap
Feel the tears slide down my face
as the fantasy vanishes
And I am left with my memoryof
Unattainable Love
Watching the clouds roll across the sky
Covering the moon, hiding its beauty
I remember the times we have shared
Although we have never met,
I feel your always here
In my heart, In my mind
Stealing my thoughts, and my love
You are my best friend
From the beginning it was a miracle
You and I, Together.....
Only words on a screen to some
but to me it was so much more
Inspirations, Hope, and Understanding
You know me like no other has
You read my mind, yet your so far away
My feelings for you grow stronger
every day
even as you push me away,
forget i even exist
Do you ever think about me?
like i think about you?
Do you ever wonder what I am doing,
do you eve care?
Or was I just something to help pass the time
I know i am not being fair to you
but you claim to be my friend,
yet i am the one holding us together
But no more......
I gave myself to you once, made myself vulnerable
and you crushed that without even a thought
as to how it would make me feel
we may meet sometime soon, but nothing will be the same
My love for you is hidden
my eyes shaded from your view
As i gaze at the mood, surrounded by its stars
Fresh tears slide down my face
I remember what we had, cherished it
held it close to my heart
I cry to the moon, as it shines down on me
and say goodbye to what we once had
Never forget the pain you have caused
the trust you have broken...
look back on what we once had
and remember what you have lost
When you look up at the moon
know that you have shatted my heart
and the pieces follow the clouds
blowing in the wind
never to be mended
never to love
never to trust
Alone as life passes
Your memory is never far from my mind
Please remember that you were once loved
So truly and honestly
Deeply and purely
Never forget me and all i have shared
Realize what you had
Now that its Gone.
I thought of you today, just like every other day
the days we spent laughing, holding and loving
but today was different
today I remembered the hurt, the pain and the sorrow
they days you yelled, lied and cheated
Both Days; Unwanted Memories
The parts of my life where you exsisted
pretend to fade away, until you call
then the good days come flooding back
your warmth, your touch and your love
reality,
your selfishness, your denial and your obsession
Both; Unwanted Memories
You have made a world, a reality for yourself
which doesn't, thankfully, include me
so today I ask, please let me be
no more hugs, no more kisses and no more I love you's
So tomorrow I can have
happiness, fullfillness and true love
Only Today; Unwanted Memories
I am closing a chapter that hasn's been fully read
Pages left blank or unread,
Discarded so quickly in hopes of making it
to the end
Lately its been difficult to explain
thoughts and feelings
I fear the darkness
It has crept in faster than I may have realized
It has begun to take over.
What other explanation could there be
for this sense of unbelievable lloss
As though a seperation of
Mind
Body
Soul
Drifting though the sea of faces
unaffected
numb to the world around me
Hopelessly Lost.
but it cannot be because of the way you
make me feel
My heart knows where it wants to be
But getting my head there is not easy for me
Happiness and joy are not common
in my life
but
Confusion and pain cut through me
like a knife
You pushed the grey clouds away
And brought the sunshine into stay
I want to thank you for this gift of hope
Without it I dont know how I use to cope
You have shown me how it is to love
To have my soul fly freely
In my heart is where you shall live
And all of my soul, to you I will give.
