Part1
Willow had, had an absolutely crap day! She slept through her alarm and so ended up being late for her American lit class, Once there she realised that she`d left her essay in her dorm and so automatically lost 1 grade point off of it. Then she had gone to Oz`s band house off campus just to sit and brood and had run into Devon who informed her that all Oz`s stuff had been sent to him, but he hadnt left a message for her. She didnt think that her day could get any worse, but as always on the Hellmouth she had spoken too soon. She`d decided to do the patrol thing with buff cos for once the cammando boy was busy. They`d run into a Gravluck Demon, great big slimy thing, which decided to barrel into Willow and knock her senseless against a grave stone. Leaving her with a lovely bruise and her favourite top haveing been shredded.
So when she had finally gotten home and managed to convince the slayer that she didnt need to go to the emergency room she had flopped on the couch in a boneless heep. She was pissed enough for three people, and she was getting more pissed by the second.
<Why does my day have to be so godess damn bad. What in godesses name did I do that warrented today. Its not like Im a bad person so it cant be karma, all I ever do is help people.>
With each new thought she was getting more and more ticked off, her blood was practically boiling. She got up and headed towards her old room, stomping up the stairs she carried on ranting to herself.
<Why cant anything go my way, All i want is someone to care about me, and give a damn about how I feel. Why do I always end up haveing the eternally bad days, Its just not fair.>
Somewhere in the back of her subconsouse there was a voice telling her she was acting like a 5 year old, but she just told it to shut the hell up and carried on wingeing. She reached her room and slammed into it. She went straight to her supply`s chest and drug out all her magicks books. She didnt have a clue what she was looking for but she was pissed and wanted to let off some steam. She had been leafing through the pages of "LOVE SPELLS AND INCANTATINS" when she found an interesting looking passage. It was supposed to get you the man/men you most desired for one night and then they go back to their other halfs the next . She knew that it was an extremely bad idea to muck around with love spells. People didnt like to be forced and the results were usually a shambles, but she was pissed off, and fancied a little fun, she hadnt gotten layed since Oz had left and she didnt much care about the repurcussions. Plus she didnt think it would do much harm, it was a desire spell not a love spell. No harm, No fowl. So, she got all the supplys for the spell and then set about performing it. In all her fury she didnt see that the page next to it had been ripped out of the book. If she had been thinking clearly she would have noticed, and she also would have been rational and realised that casting while pissed is not a good idea.
She sat herself in the cast circle and began to chant,
"Those whom I most desire,
Those whom I most trust,
Come to me and feel thy desire,
Come to me and feel thy lust,
Seal with a kiss,
And a sprinkling of ginger,
Give into the bliss
So mote it be!"
There was a flash and then nothing, blackness. Willow had passed out. When she came to she was still in the circle and her back hurt from the odd position she`d been in. She closed the circle, got up and went to take a shower. After a twenty minute soak she got out and dried herself off. On an impulse she put on the slip shirt that cordelia had talked her into buying at victoria secrets the last time she had been in L.A. She was beginning to think the spell had failed, so she sat down with a cup of hot chocolate and decided to watch a little t.v.
<Typical, another cock up for Willow the wonderful witch, I dont even know why I bother practiceing the craft, I always manage to mess it up>
Her earlier anger was dissapateing slowly and she was feeling a little foolish for doing the casting in the first place. After all she was only angry, she should know better than to perform a spell in a state of fury, or to do something for personal gain.
<Argh im such an idiot, what if it had worked, Id probably have ended up with Spike and Angel here trying to seduce me, after all they are the only two people I actually desire, other than Oz>
But did she desire Oz anymore, he`d really hurt her, all the times she had layed in bed wishing he would come back and say he was sorry and he`d made a terrible mistake, but now. She didnt feel the same way about him. After today she had all but given up hope. And when Spike had come looking for Buffy in there dorm room that time and had found her she hadnt been able to stop thinking about him. Hell, who was she kidding, she`d been crushing on him since he had kidnapped her and Xander last year to do that stupid spell for him. He was just so damn sexy, all british and masculin and bad ass! Godess it was worse than she`d thought.
Angel on the other hand was a different story. She`d been thinking about him since they`d met in freshman year at high school. She had been devistated when he`d left for L.A, without even saying goodbye. She knew he didnt really even consider her a friend, but she was still hurt. Godess she was hopeless.
Part 2
Just then a knock sounded on the front door. She got up to answer it, once she`d opened the door she nearly passed out again, there stood Angel clad in a classic Angelus outfit complete with the sultry smirk. Next to him stood Spike in his commando boots, black leather pants, red silk shirt and trademark duster. They looked good enough to eat,
<Owww, bad thoughts, bad thoughts. Dont think eat infront of two vampires, never a good thing>
"Hello little one"
"Evenin Red"
"Umm, uh. hi. What are you two doing here. Especially y, you Angel, shouldnt you be in L.A helping the hopeless"
"Sire, I think she`s babbling, in`t she cute when she babbles"
"That she is William, that she is"
"Uh guys, are you going to answer me, what are you doing here?"
"Well little one, I was sat in my office about an hour ago, and suddenly I was over come with this need to get to sunnydale, I was going to ignore it but then it hit me why I needed to get to sunnydale"
"And, whys that?"
"I needed to get here to see you"
"Oh"
<Oh shit, shit, shit, the spell must have worked, me and my big mouth. SHIT>
"Aren`t you going to invite us in Red?"
"Oh, umm, yeah, sure, come on in guys"
With that the barrier dropped and both of the vampires strode in without a moments hesitation. Spike grabbed Willow round the waist and picked her up to carry her upstairs.
"SPIKE, what do you think your doing"
"I think you know what Im doing Willow"
Spike useing her given name startled her a little and she stopped struggling for a millisecond, big mistake, spike started takeing the stairs two at a time, Angel close at his heels.Willow looked over his shoulder and pleaded with Angel to help her.
"Angel please, dont let him do this, I can explain, its a spell, I,I was pissed off and I cast a desire spell. I didnt mean it. Im sorry just get him to put me down"
"So its a spell is it, well, we`re just gonna have to enjoy it while we can aren`t we"
By now they had reached willows room. Spike placed her gentley on her bed and started to strip, Willow wanted to protest, but the vampire was breathtakeing, he had the most chisselled chest she had ever seen, better than in her fantasys. And as he got to his pants her eyes went wide. He was a little longer and thicker than Oz had been and he was already fully hard.
"Im not likeing the fact that Im the only one without clothes here"
Spike said while looking at his sire. Angel took the anvil sized hint and started to strip aswell. First came his big black coat, then his shirt, <Oh my want a hunk, how could buffy ever let this guy out of her sight?> As that thought hit her the voice of reason stepped in once again.
"guys, stop, this is a spell, you cant do this, Angel you love Buffy, and Spike you hate me"
"First of all little one, I love Buffy, but I havent been in love with Buffy for about 6 months, and second of all, I dont think from the looks of spike that he hates you even a little bit, do you?"
"Thats right Red, I couldnt hate you if you paid me, your too god damn sexy for me to hate you, and your especially cute when you bite your bottom lip like that, Only thing is i wish it was me biteing it."
While they had been talking Angel had disposed of the rest of his clothes and now stood infront of Willow, very much to attention.
"Why are you still wearing that Red, though I must say you do look good enough to eat"
Spike asked, at the same time repeating her silents words from earlier.
<Oh what the hell, there here, and Im now horny as hell, and they look soooo good, damn it, im hooked>
Spike started crawling across the bed towards her, she was a little frightened, after all she had only been with Oz, and from the looks of it he paled in size in comparison to Angel and Spike. Angel sensed her fear and wanted to calm her. After all he had wanted Willow for as long as he could remeber and he knew for a fact Spike had aswell. In his rational mind he knew he should stop and try and find out about this spell, but Willow looked so good, he just couldnt bring himself to pull away. Spike had started caressing her legs and thighs, Angel bent down for a kiss, it was soft at first but the jolt of electricity that went through him made him deepen the kiss and demand entrance to her mouth with his tongue. She allowed him and he almost jumped for joy. While she had been kissing Angel she had been getting more and more hot, she was practically begging them both with her eyes. Spike and Angel both scented her desire and were almost too out of control not to just cum right then and there. They both wanted to just sink into her but they knew that it would be over too soon and they wanted Willow to enjoy this as much as possible. Spike went to work kissing and licking her thighs and midriff, not touching her core, even though he knew she needed release. The small moan that escaped her into Angel's mouth sent him carzy, he kissed his way down her kneck to the swell of her breasts and then sucked one of the hardened nubbs into his mouth. This gained another much more gutteral groan from Willow, and he smiled around her breast. He moved onto her other nipple and gave that the same treatment smouthering it with his tongue.
"Please, Angel, Spike, Please"
"Please what Willow?"
"I need.... need you inside me, NOW"
The force of her words surprised both vampires, but they quickly recovered. Angel looked at Spike in silent question, they had shared women before, and knew what was coming, but they also knew Willow had never been taken like that. Angel flipped Willow on top of him and lowered her onto his cock, She let go a ferral growl at the slow pace he used and fully impaled herself on him. angel held her hips still while Spike positioned himself at her asshole. Willow became scared and started to struggle, Angel quieted her with an intense kiss, and then said,
"relax little one, we wont hurt you, you`ll enjoy it"
"Its just, Ive never, well, not like that"
"I know, we`ll be gentle, I promise"
"Yeah, Red, I wont hurt you I swear, this is all for you, I promise"
Willow relaxed a little and started to move up and down on Angel's erect shaft, She was lost in the feeling of him filling her completely, when she felt spike put his fingers in between her legs and take some of her juices to coat his cock in, once he was properly lubricated he then smeared some over her puckered hole. she tensed a little but immediatly stilled, he thrust one finger into her gently, and then another, and another. Once she was stretched enough to take him he replaced his fingers with the head of his penis. He pushed into her slowly and then gave her time to adjust. Once she was used to the feel of him she started to push back against him. Angel and Spike started to move simultaneously. Used to a rythm they had perfected decades ago, Spike pulled out while Angel thrust up, Willow was lost, she was falling, she had never felt this much pleasure before, not with Oz, or anyone. She was spiralling towards her orgasm and she felt her walls start to tighten. Spike and Angel both growled and started to pound into her in a frenzy, both seeking release, all thoughts of softness and sweetness having left their heads. They both started to feel their sacks tighten at the same time and as Willow came screaming their names, they both roared their climaxs. Willow knew what they wanted and tilted her head to the side exposeing her kneck and shoulders to them. As they started coming down from the orgasm`s they both bit into her kneck, one on either side, this made willow come again, screaming out their names, Biteing into Angels shoulder while rakeing her nails down spike arse.
Willow was panting and sweaty, but she felt amazeing. She was beginning to feel self consouse though. Her shy willowy ways rearing there unwelcome and ugly head. She tried to crawl away from them and cover herslef up, but they had her pinned.
"whats wrong little one?"
"Nothing, its just..."
"please dont say you regret this red?"
Spikes eyes were pleading and he looked like a kicked puppy. She rushed to reasure him.
"No, godess no. That was amazeing, Ive never felt so, I dont know, complete"
"Good. Cos you know your stuck with us dont you.?"
"Am I?"
She was feeling unsure of herself, she was sure they would feel like she wasnt good enough or they regretted it, but no, they were telling her that they wanted to stick around. Then something hit her and her heart stopped.
"But, its just a spell, you dont really feel thoses things for me, I mean you just came here cos I cast a desire spell."
"No Red, I want you, Ive wanted you for satan knows how long, the spell probably just got my ass in gear thats all"
"Yeah willow, Ive wanted you since before I moved to L.A, and the thought that Spike got to be near you when I had to just hear about what you were up to from Cordelia drove me crazy"
"but in the morning, or tomorrow night, I dont know, your supossed to just go back to where ever you came from.
"really?"
"Yeah"
She looked like she was about to cry, she had wanted the two vampires for so long that now she finally had them, If only for one night, she didnt want to let them go. She was just about to start babbling again when Spike put a finger across her lips to shush her.
"Listen, Willow, Im not going anywhere if I can help it. Okay, you are well and truelly stuck with me. I havent felt like this in about a decade and I am not giveing it up. I felt like this about you for months and months, and now Ive got you Im not letting you go. Ever."
"Willow listen to him, we arent going anywhere. If this spell sends us back, which I doubt because I had to drive here in the first place, I wil drive back here to get both of you because I am NOT leaveing you here while Im in L.A"
With that said Willow felt better, she felt her heart becomeing a little lighter along with her mood and once she`d stopped worrieing she realised exactly how tired she was,
"Im sleepy guys"
"Sleep then Red, we`ll be her when you wake up"
"Oh, I just thought, what are we sposed to do about Buffy?"
"Oh for gods sake, I dont care about the Bloody slayer. its none of her business"
"Calm down William, we will have to face her at some point, we cant just kidnap Willow, and not tell her where we are going"
"Why the hell not, sounds good to me"
"Umm guys, who said I was gonna go with you to L.A anyway"
And with that she fell asleep, both Spike and Angel looked at her in shock for a few minutes befor saying in unison..
"oh, you are definately comeing"
Then they let sleep over take them, they curled around willow like a pair of contented cats, purring in her ear and drifting off to peaceful slumber.
Part 3
Willow awoke the next morning pinned between to very hard, cold male chests. Not that she minded. After all they were lovely chests but she was a little worried. She lay there with her eyes shut, trying to remeber last night, and then it came fludding back to her. Her being pissy, doing the desire spell, thinking it hadnt worked and then Angel and Spike turning up and all three of them haveing mind blowing sex. A blush started to creep from her cheeks to her kneck and chest, it intensified when she realised she was still very much naked.
"I always wondered how far down that blush of hers reached"
"Yeah, me too sire"
"Oh godess your awake"
"Yep, that we are ducks and my dont you look good and ravished this morning."
"Stop it spike your makeing her blush, wait on second thoughts carry on she looks absolutely gorgouse when she blushes"
"Oi"
With that she punched Angel in the chest and then glared at Spike. She went to get up and get dressed when to sets of very strong hands hawled her off her feet and back down betwen the two lovely chests.
"And where do you think your going young lady?"
"Hmmm" "I was just going to get dressed"
"I dont think so little one, getting dressed involves you leaving this bed, and you aren`t doing that until we are finished attacking you"
Those words conjoured up some very tastey, yet naughty thoughts in Willows mind and she gave a devilish grin and said,
"Who ever catches me gets to keep me in bed for a few hours while the other has to go for supplys"
With that she was gone off the bed and sprinting down the hallway, she made it to just by her parents room when Spike managed to grab her round the waist and take her off her feet.
"Hah, caught you, now peaches has to go for supplys"
"I cant its daylight"
Angel had a smug look on his face and started to smirk when willow said,
"You know full well theres a sewer entrance just out back of my house, you can get to it with a blanket over you, so you can wipe that smug look of your face mister!"
Spike was openly laughing at his sire and Willow recieved a pout for her troubles, she almost gave in but she knew they had to feed and so stuck her "resolve face" firmly in place. Angel recognised the famouse "resolve face" and sighed.
"fine, I`ll go, but when I get back you had better be ready to stay in bed untill the sun goes down"
"Yep I`ll be ready and willing, but you have to get blood, now go, quicker you get to willies the quicker you get back."
With that settled he made his way back to her room and got dressed, he grabbed a blanket from off the bed and headed down to the back door. Willow was sat in a t-shirt she`d grabbed out the laundry basket, at the kitchen table, eating a bagle. He kissed her goodbye, a soul searing kiss that left her gasping for breath. He turned to his childe and hesitated, Spike looked into his eyes and saw a mirror to his own feeling reflected in Angel chocolate depths. He moved foreward and pressed his lips to his sires, Angel begged entrance to his mouth with his tongue and they kissed passionatly for a few minutes.
Willow was getting hot just watching the two together, she moaned aloud when Angel gripped spikes hair and deepened the kiss. He pulled back and smirked at spike, before leaveing. As a parting shot he said
"Keep her nice and warm for me my boy"
"No worries there mate"
And then he was gone. Spike turned his gaze to willow and began stalking towards her. Willow gave a little eep and tried to get away but he had his hands either side of her, she couldnt move, her heart rate picked up, and spike could smell her arousal, it assaulted his nostrals and his eyes flared with recognition.
"Willow"
"yes spike"
"you do know im going to take you right here on the table if you dont stop wiggling"
She renewed her wiggling in a blatant invitation to her new lover. He took it. He cleared the breakfast bar in one sweep of his hand and then lifted her onto it, with her legs spread and hanging over the side. She was already wet and ready for him. Watching her two lovers kiss had turned her on more than she thought it would, they were both beautiful and they were hers. <Woohoo> Spike thrust into her in one move, she gasped and tryed to take in air, he used it as an oppertunity to ravage her mouth. He started to move slowly at first but when she wrapped her legs around his waist and crossed her ankles at his back, he lost it, he started to move faster and faster, pounding into to her tight passage, grunting and moaning, he knew she was close, but he was closer and so reached between them and twisted her clit, she cried out and her velvety walls tightened around him, pulling him into his own climax and milking him of all of his creemy seed.
Spike sunk his teeth into the twin wounds he`d already made and took just a little of willows sweet blood. He then carried on lapping at the oozing holes, while purring contentedly.
Willow had no idea sex could be like this, frenzied and frantic and totally fulfilling. Angel and Spike were two very different lovers. Spike was rough and needy, still gentle but not as soft. Angel was softness personified. Every movement, every act was taken in kindness and careing. He could be rough just like Spike but he was more giveing. Spike seemed like he was takeing, and she loved them both.
<oh godess, I love them, BOTH!, ohhhh, Im just a big ol` ho. What the hell is Buffy gonna say, and what about Xander and Giles, and do I really want to go to L.A. Ive got school and my friends, and...>
Her thoughts were cut off by Spike talking to her,
"sorry what was that?"
"I said, whats going on it that head of yours Red?. Its always so busy in there."
"I was just thinking about us, well you, me and Angel"
"Oh no mustn`t forget the poof must we"
Spike was ribbing good naturedly but she still distracted and confused. What was she gonna do. She had no idea how she was gonna deal with her friends and what about her new found lovers. Did they really care for her like that.<ARGH!!!!!>
She got off of the counter, gave Spike a kiss and then headed upstairs to take a shower, she needed time to think. And she couldnt do that with Spike right next to her, he was very distracting. She climbed the stairs to the bathroom and grabbed a couple of fluffy towels out of the airing cupbourd. She turned the water on and stepped into the shower pulling the door closed behind her. She just stood there letting the hot water clense her acheing muscles.
Spike meanwhile was sat at the kitchen counter waiting for Angel to come back, he didnt have to wait long, ten minutes after Red had disappeared to the bathroom, he came running in the back door carrieing the blood and holding the smokeing blanket over his head. Spike couldnt help but smile, he imagined that was what he looked like when ever he had to go out in the day.
"Something funny, spike?"
"No sire"
"Then why the great big smirk?"
"Its just you looked a tad commical running in with a blanket over your head thats all."
"Fair enough boy,you do know how strange you are dont you?"
"Sod off"
"Wheres willow?"
"upstairs in the shower"
"I smell that you had fun"
"Oh yeah we had fun, but..."
"What?"
"Well I think she`s upset about something, she just shut down after we had sex. I think she`s still worrieing about that damn spell"
"Do you think we should tell her about the bonding?"
"I dont know, she might think we were staying just cos of that, and not cos she`s a gorgouse, sexy girl"
"Maybe we should go reasure her hey?"
"I like your thinking, she should still be in the shower"
"Right lets get to it then, fun to be had by all"
They both trapped up the stairs, leaving a trail of clothes in their wake. The hall looked like a laundr`o`mat by the time they`d made it to the bathroom. Willow was so caught up in her thoughts she didnt hear the shower cubicle door open behind her. She felt a pair of calloused hand on her shoulders rubbing soothing circles. Then she saw Angel move round in front of her completely naked and glistening with water. He looked like a greek god. Hair wet and tousled, sly smirk on his face. He was truelly breathtakeing, and she was just stood there admireing the view.
"Willow?"
"Hmmmm?"
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah, Im fine, just thinking is all"
"About what?"
"You and Spike"
"Well no need to keep thinking, I mean, we`re here, so no need to fantasize"
<God damn he an arrogant git>
"who says i was fantasizeing, i might of been thinking of ways to get rid of you both"
<Yeah right, like thats gonna happen>
The hurt look she recived from him made her heart constrict.
"Hey I was kidding, Like I`d want to get rid of you, or Spike for that matter"
"Good to hear it luv"
"So what did you two want anyways?"
"We`re standing here with you in the shower, buck naked and you have to ask?"
"Not really, I just wanted to hear you say...."
Befor she could finish he`d swooped down to capture her lips in a bruising kiss. It left her panting and she definately didnt have to ask why they were there. <Oh well if they`re gonna go back to their lives soon I should make the most of this> All other coherant thoughts were squashed as Spike started to kiss and nibble his way down her back to the backs of her thighs. She was haveing trouble standing, what with Angel kissing her breathless and Spike nibbleing at the backs of her legs. Angel wrapped and arm around her waist to suport her and moved his attentions down her kneck to her collarbone..
"Did i ever tell you I have a kneck and shoulder fettish?" he asked around her flesh.
"Noooooooooooo" She managed to get out in between gasps. She was loosing it again. She couldnt think straight, her legs gave out completely when Spike started lapping at her sopping slit from behind. Angel scooped her up and turn them around. He pressed her back against the shower wall and she instinctively wrapped her legs round his waist. He pushed two fingers into her pussy while rubbing her clit with his thumb, she shuddered as the beginnings of her orgasm started to build. Spike haveing been forgotten, was leaning up against the other wall watching his with and his sire together, lazaly strokeing his erect shaft. With every moan Willow produced Spike felt himself getting closer and closer to his release. Angel flicked her clit lightly and it sent her plummeting into her first orgasm, she bit down on his shoulder to stop from crying out to loud, after all she didnt want the neighbours to tell her parents that they could hear screaming comeing from her their house, thats if her parents ever got back. After the colours at the back of her eyes had started to clear she relaxed a little in his grasp. Angel placed the head of his penis at her entrance and at a painfully slow pace slid into her. She took in a lungful of air, and keening arched into him, pressing down on his turgid shaft.
Angel was in heaven. Thats the only way he could think of to describe it. She was so warma dn tight and enviteing, and she was theres. It didnt matter what she said, he and Spike knew that they would never leave thier witch now. All rational thought shattered as she started to clench her walls around him, he didnt know if it was in purpouse or by accident but she was driveing him to distraction. She started to moan louder and meet him thrust for thrust. With every movement she was getting closer and the tention was growing in her abdoman. With three more thrusts her world exploded, it felt like the pressure in a damn being let loose, and she just couldnt stop falling. He sunk into her warnth once, twice, three times more and he crashed into his orgasm with a growl his eyes turned to the yellow hue of the demon and he sank his fangs into the healing wounds on her neck. She bit into his shoulder again, savouring the tangy, coppery taste as it lapped over her tounge and down her throat. The minute Willow had cum spike had felt his sack tighten and when his sire had roared out his release spike had shot a stream of his cold seed onto his hand. He needed to bite and Angel knew he moved himself and the still suckling witch backwards and tilted his head to reveal his throat, Spike was surprised, his sires blood was powerful, and to offer it was an act of kindness and submission. Still rideing through his orgasm he bit into his sire throat and suckled gently until he felt him start to pull away.
Angel carried a limp and sated Willow out of the shower and set her down on the basin. Spike went to collect a couple more towels and they both started to dry Willow off.
"Sire?"
"Yes spike"
"I think we need to tell her about...."
"Not now Spike, she`s tired, lets get dried and get some sleep before sunset and we`ll tell her before we go to the slayer"
"If your sure"
"uhh guys, tell me what?"
"It doesnt matter litle one, you need some rest, lets get you to bed, Kay?"
"Okay, Sleepy now"
They carried her to bed and then crawled in on either side of her, curling around her like a security wall. Willow could have sworn before she drifted off she heard them purring again. She wanted to ask what they were talking about in the bathroom, but she was way to tired, her eyes just wouldnt stay open.
Part 4
When Spike woke up he didnt get out of bed he just turned over and rested his head on his hand and watched his two lovers sleep.
<Bloddy hell, what have i gotten myself into>
He was sure that they would come to their senses and leave him, but he was gonna enjoy it while he could. Willow was so beautiful though and Angel was gorgouse, he knew he loved them but could never tell them that, he`d end up haveing his heart broken like so may times before. One blood red tear slipped down his face and landed on Willows cheek, which made her stir.
"Spike?"
"Yes pet"
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing"
"No you have something face, so come on whats wrong?"
Dureing all of this Angel had awoken and seen his favourite childe crying, he didnt know for sure but he had a pretty good idea why. He thought he`d see if Willow could get Spike to open up to her, he didnt want to push it with him, after all the things Angelus and himself put Spike through their relationship was fragile. He didnt want to loose it.
"Its just, oh bloody hell Red"
"Come on, you know that you can talk to me, you can always talk to me"
"Sod it, Red Im in love with you, and Peaches, and I dont want to get hurt. Id convinced myself I wasnt gonna tell either of ya, but I need you, both of you"
"Oh Spike, then why were you crying love?"
"Cos I know your gonna leave me, Im a monster, at least the poof has a soul, Im a killer"
"I..I. love you too, both of you, I dont think I could imagine you not being here with me now"
"Really?"
"Yes really you dumb blonde, Ive loved you for a while, I thought that I wasnt supposed to, one minute Im happily in love with Oz and the next minute you kidnap me and I couldnt stop thinking about you, and then you tried to bite me and I thought that you couldnt bite me because you had settled when buffy wasnt there. And I love Angel too, he`s so sweet and kind and giveing, just like you but you dont like to show it. I always thought that Angel would, could never love me or even see me like that, I mean he`s Buffys and Im just me, plain old me, Willow the boreing one."
At the end of her babble fest she was gasping for air and looking very sheepish, she dropped her eyes to the bed as to not see the rejection and scorn in his eyes, then she felt an arm folding round her waist from behind her and she just knew Angel had heard all of it. She wished the bed covers would open up and swallow her.
Angel looked over at his childe and willed sire/childre bond open and projected all his love for him through it. He didnt think he could say it to him without breaking down but he knew he had to let him see how much he loved his childe and why. He was proud of sireing him, of what he had become, and he most of all wanted him to stay, and to never leave. Spikes eyes widened as he realised exactly how Angel felt about him. And then he simply smiled, lent over a placed a soft kiss on his lips.
Through all ythis Willow had been crying quietly inbetween the two of them. She was sure that they would get up and run. She`d bever guessed that the spell she cast was turning out this way but she didnt regret it, she could never regret haveing these two with her. She felt a hand go under her chin and lift her face so she was looking into the chocolate brown eyes of Angel.
"Whats wrong love?"
"Nothing, its just that, "
"What, please dont sya you regret telling us how you feel"
"Of course not, I love you both, its just I keep waiting for you to get up and run away from me"
"Oh little one, I love you too. I have since before I left for L.A, but I thought that you were to pure and good for me, and you could never love me the way I loved you, so I left."
"You left because of me"
"I left because Buffy expected that I would just go back to being with her once you had anchored my soul, but I couldnt, I had such strong feelings for you and I didnt want to settle for second best, so I left"
"Angel, I dont know what to say"
"Say you`ll let me love you, I need you, I cant let you go"
"Alright, love me, but please dont break my heart, I cant take it again"
"I would never hurt you Willow. Never"
Angel lent foreward and placed a soft kiss on her lips, it conveyed all of his emotions and she shock of it nearly made willow gasp. He loved her, and so did Spike and they wanted to be with her. And she couldnt be happier.
"Theres something we need to tell you Red"
"Yes, willow, and you might not like it."
"What is it?"
"Well you know spike wanted to tell you something earlier and I wouldnt let him, this is it"
"Dont keep me hanging, tell me"
"We`re bonded little one"
"Bo...bonded?"
"Yes, it means you are our mate"
"Red, when you bit Angel last night, and we bit you at the same time, we traded blood and you became our mate. We didnt mean for it to happen, but now it has I couldnt be happier"
"what does it mean though, I mean whats gonna happen, will I become a vampire like you two"
"No, willow, but you have attributes of being a vampire, you will live as long as us, if or when we die you will go back to ageing normally, but from now on you are immortal. You can call on our demons in a crisis. We gain some of your life advantages aswell. We can for short periods of time walk in the sun, and eventually when the bond becomes strong enough, we will be able to speak to each other without speech."
"Wow....umm..wow"
"Are you alright Willow?"
"Do you know what, Im brilliant, I have you for the rest of eternity, I love you both and you wont ever leave me, godess this is the happiest day of my life"
"We still have to deal with the others"
"I know, but they cant stop us doing what we want"
"When do you want to talk to them?"
"Tonight, they should be in the library now. I think we should do it as soon as possible"
"Okay little one, we`ll talk to them tonight, if your sure"
"Im sure"
With that they all got up and started dressing ready for the big talk with their friends, each one of them was scared or apprehensive in some way. But they knew that they had each other, and the others would come around.
Part 5
Willow walked into Giles front room, looked around and was glad to see all of her frineds there, good she only wanted to go through this once. Angel and Spike were waiting outside, she would try to tell the others but if it looked like they were going to give a fight the two vampires would be by thier loves side in a second.
"Hi guys"
"Hi wills, what you doing here, I thought you were ill cos you never turned up t the dorm last night. I figured you`d stayed at your parents house"
"I was at my parents house but Im not ill. Theres something I need to tell you guys."
"What is it Willow" giles asked from the kitchen
"I think you should all come and sit in here for a minute."
Everyone shuffled in, Anya and Xander sat on the floor cuddled round each other, Buffy sat with Riley on the couch, and Giles sat at the table.
"Come on willster what is it, Im diein here"
"You all have to promise to let me talk and not interupt till Ive finished ,kay?"
"Okay willow we promise"
<BIG BREATHS , BIG BREATHS>
"Last night I was really pissed off, so I went home and sarted flicking through a few of my Magicks books.."
A collective groan went up around her
"hey, hey, you said you`d let me finish"
"Sorry" was the entire groups response
"right, so i was looking through and i found desire spell, and i performed it, and i know befor you get on my back giles, casting while giveing off bad karmas a big no, no, but I cast it, and I didnt think it had worked, it was sposed to bring you the man or men you most desire for a night and then they would go back to where they came from the next, but I didnt notice that it had a page imissing out the book. So I looked through a few others earlier on and found they same spell. It turns out that if the people that respond have feeling for you, the spell is broken but there feelings are reveiled to them. and they act on them.
"Who responded willow" this was Anya, and she had a pretty good idea who willow desired but she needed to confirm it.
"Umm, Spike,"
"WHAT!!!!!" shouted the slayer
"umm, and Angel"
"WHAT!!!!" that was the slayer and Xander
"I`ll kill them, both of them."
"No buffy you wont, I love them. We ended up sleeping together, and we,umm bit each other just after..."
Willow was struggling and the two vampires stood outside could tell it, so they decided to intervein.
They strode in and Spike spoke up
"Listen slayer, We are bonded together, peaches, red and me"
Buffy went to get a stake but willow was quicker
"STAY"
and with that they couldnt move, none of them sat infront of willow, could move.
"Let me up wills, Im gonna stake `em"
"NO! buffy, listen to me. I love them, they love me, and we are bonded, you cant change that"
Giles who had stayed quiet up until then spoke up
"Buffy shes telling the truth.If they bit each other while makeing love, they are mated, and theres not a thing we can do about it. Now i suggest if you, any of you want to keep her as a friend you will except this and move on"
"Thankyou Rupert"
"Oh dont think Im finished with you two Angel. If you or spike so much as harm a hair on that girls head, or break her heart I will personally come after you both and stake you slowly and painfully. Regardless of whether you two add up to a collective scourge of Europe"
"Alright watcher, we get the message, we would never hurt her anyway. We love her"
"Good!"
"Willow, can i be let up and talk to you privately please, i promise not to stake your boys"
"Okay but only you, the rest of you, you can stay there a little while longer"
they walked into the kitchen and huddled like two 12 year old girls, spike and Angel could hear them, but no one else could.
"Do you really love them?"
"Yeah, with all my heart"
"Are you happy?" "very!"
"Then Im happy for you"
"Oh thankyou buffy that means so much to me"
"But, i want details, Im a little curiouse, is spike as big as Angel?"
"Buffy!!!". (Giggling)
"Teehee, I was just wondering thats all"
"Umm, well lets just say he doesnt want for anything"
They both came out the kitchen arm in arm giggling, the vamps knew why and had sly smirks on their faces, but the others were puzzled, everyone was feeling strange. Xander the most. This was his best friend telling them that she was with two master vampires, and for some reason, if they made her happy, then he was happy.
"Wills, Umm, are you happy, I mean with dead boy and dead boy jr?"
"Yeah Xand, Im happy, You wouldnt beleive how happy"
"I... I think I can tell, you know from the cheesy grin you`ve got on your face, and the glowyness of you."
"So are you happy for me, or am I going to have to turn you into a rat to let you up?"
"Nope, Im good wills, I promise not to introduce mister pointy to their chests"
"Good cos I dont think you`d look as cute as a rat"
"Gee, thanks will" (Teehee)
"Your welcome"(giggles)
Finished!