“Sometimes I Feel”

 

Sometimes I feel

Like cutting myself again

Just to feel that rush

Deep under my skin

I know it won’t do me good

I know I’ll regret it later

But if just for a moment

I could forget it all inside

It hurts so much

To think what I think

I want you to go

And leave me alone

I want you to stay

Away from me

I’m no good

I don’t deserve you

Quit being my friend

Before it’s too late

Sometimes I feel

Like cutting myself again

Just to feel the rush

Deep beneath my skin.

 

~Heather A. 10/13/02