surrender

Vast darkness is where I'm trapped
Craving for a spot of light
I have struggled with the darkest night
Betrayed by my shadow,
I fell into the pit of doubt.
No one to hold,
Nothing to lean.
Surrounded by the rules of hate,
I had to surrender this love..

All I want to trace
Is the moment that I embrace
It's all in here
It's just so near
Yet I can't touch
Cuz it's been long so much.

Struggling to be moment alive,
I close my eyes and strive.
Strive to remember,
Remember the laughter.

It feels like I can trace
and color your smiling face.
I can almost sing
the song that gave me wings.

It's still all here
It's just so near
Yet I can't touch
Cuz it's been long so much.

Recollecting the tears of comfort,
I hearten from all sort,
A thousand word of encouragement
Cannot replace your smile of consolement

Remembering the times you stood by me
I persist to live and to be
To be strong and to be me

It's all here
Still all here
Cuz you've been there.