Im in conniptions for the final act you came here for,
the one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elborate for everyone the everyday bullshit things that you have done
Your impossible ego fuck, is like a megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fucking touch me and Ill rip you apart, Ill reach in and take a bite outta the shit you call a heart!!
I dont mind being ogled, ridiculed, made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, its kinda pitiful, the only thing you really know about me is...
....THATS ALL YOU'LL EVER KNOW
I know why you blame me(yourself), I know why you plague me(yourself)
Im turning it around like a knife in the shell, I wont understand why but Im hurting myself.
I havnt seen a lotta reasons to stop it, I just cant drop it
Im just a bastard, but at least I admit it. AT LEAST I ADMIT IT!!
I know why you blame me(yourself), I know why you plague me(yourself)
Kill you-fuck you-I will never be you
Kill you-fuck you-I will never be you
I cant fucking take it anymore, a snap of the synapse and its fucking war
KILL YOU-FUCK YOU-I WILL NEVER BE YOU
5. Everything Ends
You are wrong, fucked and overrated, I think I'm gunna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything.
I havnt slept since I woke up, and found my whole life was a lie mutherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING, you are the end of EVERYTHING
Shallow skin I can paint with pain, I mark the trails on my arms with your distain.
Everyday is the same, I love, you hate, but I guess I dont care anymore.
Fix my problems with the blade, while my eyes turn from blue to grey.
God the worst thing happened to me today, but I guess I dont care anymore.
You are wrong, fucked and overrated, I think Im gunna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything
I havnt slept since I woke up, and found my whole life was a lie mutherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING, you are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only things left thats pure, cant really live, cant really endure.
Everything I see reminds me of her, God I wish I didnt care anymore.
The more I touch, the less I feel, Im lying to myself that its not real
Why's everybody making such a big fuckin deal? Im never gunna care anymore.
What the hell am I doing? Is there anything left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking? Anybody wanna tell me Im fine?
Where the hell am I going? Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed, I am only conditioned to - DIE
6. The Heretic Anthem
8,7,6,6,6,5,4,3,2,1......
Im a pop star threat, Im not dead yet, got a super dred bet, with an angel drug head
Im a dead beat winner, I wanna be a sinner, an idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you cant understand, throw a suicide party and Im guaranteed to fucking snap.
Its evilsonic, Its pornoholic, breakdowns, obscenities, its all I wanna be!
If you're 555 then Im 666
If you're 555 then Im 666(Whats it like to be a heretic?)
Everybodys so infatuated, everybodys so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away, but face to face, they havnt got a thing to say.
I bleed for this and I bleed for you, Still you look in my face like Im somebody new
TOY- nobody wants anything Ive got, which is fine, because you're made of everything, IM NOT
If you're 555 then Im 666
If you're 555 then Im 666 (Whats it like to be a heretic??)
30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why, I havnt the slightest, Im teaching tour brightest.
They're listening, clamouring, all the money in the world cant buy me.
GO AHEAD, LIE TO ME
Tell me again how you tortured, I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of SHIT, you had a dream, but this aint it
7. Gently
Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing world of pleasure, a pleasure thatll take
my mind off the reality of life, my past life...life as I know it now.
And whatever may come, it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind.
It will remain there until I wish to retrieve it.
Yes, I will stay here for a while, I need a break. A break from the pressures of life,
and everything that lays in the palm of life's hands.
This mode is incredible, its out of this world. Too bad I must always leave it....but thats life.
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