This is Eanor (not her real name...lol).
She's my Best Friend, Lover, and Soulmate!
I will ALWAYS Love Her with all my heart.

I promised her that I would never take this
page down. So here it is....
I hope she see's this and will someday get in touch with me.

Eanor

1 Corinthians 13, 4-7

(New International Version)

(4)"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud." (5)"It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." (6)" Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth." (7)"It always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres"

(Last modified: Oct 28th, 2000)

Something That She wrote to Me that made me
fall hopelessly in love with her....

I love you Butch. You are very special to me. I hope you believe that this is how I really feel. These are not just words that I say to you. I feel so much love for you. I am in love with you. I love every thing about you. I love the outside, but love the inside so much more. I can say that I have not loved anyone the way that I love you. As I have said before; you are like a breath of fresh air, and I want to breathe you in. I want to be a part of your life, as I want you to be a part of mine.

Although we are far apart I feel so close to you. You are in my heart, my thoughts. I can feel your presence all around me. I sometimes take comfort in that. Although sometimes I am saddened that we can not be together as much as I would like, need, want. I look forward to talking with you in the mornings (when I awake) and at night (before I sleep). I think of you through out the day. Wondering what you are doing and where you are. Wondering if you are having a good day or a bad day. Wondering if you are thinking of me.

I do not think of you 100% of my time, but share my time thinking of you with the other things that I have to think about. But thinking of you helps make my life more bearable. Thinking of you makes me happy and sad at the same time. But I would not ever stop thinking about you. I feel that when the time is right; we will be together. To be together in body and soul. To be by each other through all the good times and all the bad times. I will wait for as long as I have to.

I will be sad at times, but I know in my heart that you will be worth all the waiting, worth all the tears, worth all the sadness and all the joy. I will never be trully happy, at peace until we are together as one for the rest of our lives. Butch, I will wait. I will silently wait. I will cry. I will laugh. I will smile. I will do what I have to do here. But when I am finished here, I will want to be with you. I hope and want you to be waiting for me. If that is not too much to ask.

I know that you have a life. I do not expect you to drop everything for me. I need to know how you feel. Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me? Will you wait? Do you want to wait? Can you wait? I hope you understand a little about how I feel about you. I have so many thoughts going through my head, sometimes I feel overwhelmed.

I just wanted to let you know that this is what I am always thinking about. I need and want to know how and what you think. You do not have to answer right away. Search your heart. When you know what it is you want and need from me, I would like for you to share your thoughts with me. I love you Butch. It is not easy to say all the things I want to say and to tell you everything I feel. Sometimes I can't seem to find those words. But I try. I will tell you my thoughts as I learn how to express them. I love you, I always will.

Your friend and lover for eternity, Eanor

And this is My Response....

I have never had anyone tell me so openly how they felt. It was this letter that made me sure that I wanted YOU to be my wife. If you truly felt this way about me, and then was able to put it down in words, then there would never ever be anyone good enough for me, except You.

I want to be there any and every time you ever need me*. I think about you constantly, and dream of the things we can learn about each other. I dream of being your husband, friend, and lover. I hope that you share the amount of love that I have for you. I love you more than ANYTHING I have ever loved. I may even love you too much, if that is possible. I will promise to give us my all, if you will accept it from me. I LOVE YOU, WITH ALL I AM, AND EVER WILL BE!

(I still feel that way too. I have never, ever, felt differently.)

*(NOTE: I was always there, no matter at what cost to me, when she needed me the most. Because I love her so very much, and very deeply.)


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