I'm trying to keep a regular blogging pattern, but that was hard today because I've been revising. I have my SAT week next week. All my life I've been working towards these exams and I know I cannot blow my chance! Everybody seems so relaxed about these exams (even dad! ) but mum is making me study really hard. What's the point? I know I musn't be complaicent but its not as if her ridiculous theory that they will up the pass mark by 10% (from 80% to 90%) will come true. Nobody else is doing revision and sometimes I get sooooo because I have to revise. If I've been constantly been getting over 90% then I don't think I'll flunk on the real day...

MSN won't sign me or Lara in so we're stuck dumb on IM. It's not that bad. It reminds us both of DDays. That's something special which we'll never forget. How we laugh at it now! But those were good times...I'm talking to her right now. But we're both tired and not really paying attention My computer is loading so slow. Maybe it's because I'm trying to do 20 different things with it To do list:
1. Finish and upload neo content
2. Re-vamp layout and menu with new proffesional style

Yep, you read correctly. It is a personal site, but I feel it has restricted growth space because of the menu limits. I really do wanna write more but I can't. I'm off to do revision. Against my will..... Tuesday 3rd May

Oooh I have to make a campaign about the Lib. Dems ready for tommorow. There is so much to do:

Ok, so that aint a lot, but if you put that together with playing, eating and other things to do in 3 and a 1/2 hours (I want to get to bed at 9:00!!) then I suppose I'm busy.
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|Gem randomly shouted 698 words @ 9:03 pm.| | online| Saturday 30th April

Today my cousin took me out to London. We spent ages looking for scoubidou strings. We tried Clintons, Cards Galore and even Newsagents. Finally we went to somewhere i've heard of but never been to. That was 'Hamelys'. Oh my Gosh there were 7 floors of toys, toys and toys and toys so much toys! I've never seen so many: train tracks, dolls, balls and of course the bear factory. There were these amazing flying saucers and lots and lots of toy racing cars. Some were electronic and some came with tracks and remotes and some were just vintage cars which were priced at �20-�50!! Oh and we saw this giantic giraffe going for �3500!!! My cousin is obessed with Thomas and thinks he's 'da man'. That is soooo like him....

I visited lots of palces in London I've heard of and always wanted to go to e.g: Liesceter Square, Trafalager Square, Region Street etc. Oh and the best bart was when we went to see HITCH! To be honest it's not that good a film and I've seen much better but I enjoyed none the less. We came back in time for Strictly Dance Fever and the family's favourite: DOCTOR WHO. I didn't understand this episode because I missed a lot of it but we taped it (luckily). I want to watch it tonight but 4 of the six people who are addicted to it have seen it. By the way, there are six of us in this house. Now the whole family are hooked (excuse the pun) on scoubidous. My Uncle (who was nine years old when they were created) has been plaiting them for me, my Aunty's been cooking but when she came back wshe was talking and scoubidouing. Toby wants to learn how to do them but he is too young. Hanif (cousin) and my mum are just as clueless as to what they are or how to do them as each other.

I've been so spoilt this holiday. I've had things adn experiences taht I never would have had at home. I'm only slightly homesick like in Hamelys I turned around and expected to see Dad waiting in the queue behind me and I said to Hanif (who was infact behind me) 'Dad...' I was looking around and I felt sad when I scanned for Dad because he would be so happy about all these toys and would enjoy picking out a racing car for Toby. He takes intrest in that sort of thing: toy shops and reading interesting facts about toys and giving opinions. Oh well, that was the only bad pointabout today. Apart from that, I haven't really had a chance to be homsick. I've had a lot more experience here than Toby and he seems to be coping. Dad would have been watching Dr.W when we were watching it. That gives me comfort that we are connected in that way.

I can't be bothered to write any more..Oh wait, no. May 5th - we're holding a mock election. Here is where my idiots school of contradictions and oxymorons come in. Ok, so on Friday 5 girls from 6th Form come up and talk to us about the parties standing in the elections. So the stupid Mrs.Serenturk goes and says: "Go join the party you believe in" Which is understandable, right? But at the end she says: "Oh yeah and take into consideration that we should have an equal number of people in each party, so join a party which has less people in it" First of all that is GRAMAMATICLY INCORRECT which pissed me off (so join a party which has FEWER people in it) So what's the point of joining a party which you believe in, when you should join a party with fewer people in it? A majority of people were transferred from their originating party to a party they otherwise would have never dreamed of joining. Ugh I hate Mrs.Serenturk - she is NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING like some teachers I know...How I will love it in senior school! Speaking of teachers, my cousin wants to be one...I dunno, should he?!
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|Gem randomly shouted 698 words @ 9:03 pm.| | online| Wednesday 27th April

I'm such an idiot. I really did mean to go to the library today but I totally forgot. I won't say where I was, but I might post it on a password protected blog, even though I don't have one yet....I must get one. I would only tell my closet friends the password, then some normal friends, but never people I easily get into fights with. Talking about fights and stuff: Cerys and myself are proudly engaged in yet another fight . I don't know why I should be so proud, because we get into fights so often that the class is used to it. We randomly decided that the trouse we were at was getting boring so we officially have declared war. Without saying a word: impressive, don't you think?

I'm spending more and more time on Neopets, call me childish but it's so addictive. I only go on when I've done my homwork, and have nothing better to do with my time. Except that will all change because Emma and James are coming over every day now (from next Monday onwards). How unfair: they'll come over at quarter to four and at that time I'll still be stuck in lessons. Damn I wish we were let out of school earlier, but that's all part of being tied down in a private education. I don't know if you know, but I'm a scholar at St.Helens so unfortunately I'm staying on. I'll miss loads of things, things I would see, things I would do as well as stupid little stuff that without it, it wouldn't be St.Helens. The practice S.A.Ts are going well for me and I'm getting 95%+ on all of them....Ok, so people will call me braggy when they read this, but this is my blog. I should be entitled to a little bragging once in a while...

Oh wait, no....I won't write a private blog..no-no-no! What should i write in there? I wouldn't be much different than this blog: I suppose I could write how I really about people who come to this site, people who don't, fitz and everything..teachers included! But that would be too much bother...From now on, I won't write about too private stuff: or keep it without names so that LMC (Little Miss Cerys) and others won't read what I really think of them...

Friday 24th June
Before I start ranting and raving, I just wanna say Happy birthday! I would make a new happy birthday layout, but I'm sticking with this theme maybe forever! A constantly changing layout isn't original or easy to do, or easy to navigate in my opinion. Note: The following is just my thoughts, feelings etc. You might find it inappropriate but this is my site where I can write whatever I want, wherever I want, whenever I want. I'm not unfair in thinking this or writing the following; most probably you deserve what I write. Ok, read on at your own risk...

Wow, big thunderstorm that was! And don't discriminate just because I'm 11. A) I've had enough of that lately B) I've lived in England all my life, I think I know British weather by now. C) All the weather-related incidents happening before 1994, I've heard enough about from Dad, Mum, M. G. Rover and all other annoying elders.

Ugh, I'm really pissed at Lara. She is such a hypercrite: she was HOOKED on Neopets and in class she said: 'It sucks and it's for loosers.' Yesterday Rose stole my chair and she said 'Shut up Gemma, you don't know anything'. I didn't get a hand-out, guess what she says 'Tough'. So to return the favor, she had a hard word in the spelling contest and I say 'that's life'. She complains that this other girl got two chances: OMG, her group had two chances. She has started hanging around with Rose, which turned her into a bitch. God, why did I ever like that girl?
P.s I know why Becki broke up with her: she showed off loads about getting Dorothy in WOZ. Ok, nice...but take in to consideration OUR feelings! I realise it's over, but impressions never fade...

I tried to make a wrist band for my D.T project, but it turned into a shoulder band. Ugh I can't master the needle and I hate sowing. I want mum to do it for me. She already has done most of it, though I don't care because I know Kaajal bought extra material, used a sowing machine and did a zip (her mum did that). If your smart and you know me, then you'll know what I'm saying.

I have to eat at ASK for Anji's birthday party. Ugh I hate ASK, had a bad rep. with it for years.

Anyway, I have to turn off the computer. As always, mum is paranoid I will be electricuted so I must turn off the computer and go downstairs. Boy would you like to be in my shoes right now...


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Friday 3rd June
Today I did the smallest bit on my maths project which finished the whole section off. I take now relax during the weekend and IOW because all I need to do is: