| I look to find who I am but can�t stand to face her. Laziness overcomes in an attempt to avoid conflict. I lose grasp of the unreality I�ve created and huddle in the corners of my mind afraid to see her, touch her, hear her, afraid she�ll say Hello. Paralyzed screams of terrified child locked in a cage of make believe. Dreaming of reality. I discard my bourbon locks clumsily out the balcony window forgetting that it has breached to safety of my Sanctuary. Pricked by cinders burning needles taunting me helplessly calling softly mimicking faeries who are hypnotized. Rotten melodies of caresses remembered in forgetfulness playing hop-scotch on sensible endings to homespun mush spinning incessantly smiling venom creeping consciousness. Confident of fear fearing confidence Reality fading into faerieland landscapes of Empty. |
| **MY PERSONAL FAVE** |
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