crushes
oh yeah! my crushes! i remember my f i r s t crush was in kindergarten and his name was michael. i think i had one every year. hmm...well let me tell you the guys ive liked since 5th grade....in 5th i liked a guy named robert. yes i still know him. yes he is in some of my classes. in 6th i still liked robert and at one point i sorta liked a guy named tony. oh yeah by 6th grade like evryone new i liked robert. in 7th i liked a guy named dan. i thought i met in in 7th but it turns out he was in band with me since 5th! oh yeah im still uncertain if i still like robert. i somewhat like a guy named mathew :) in 8th...now...at the start of the year i liked dan a little. it took awhile to finally say: i dont like him. i like mathew all the way now :) awww.... mathew. oh yeah im still uncertain if i like robert still. yup...thats them. lets go over. so in alll 4 years ive really liked 3 guys. dan, mathew, robert :) now this year. well ok i have a guy for each grade, well except for 12, but heres the rest. ok you all know this guy..robert..*sighs*..damn i should just let go, but when you like someone for soo long its hard to let go! i also sorta like this 10th grader named daniel, honestly i dont know him that well and besides he has a girlfriend :( also this guy Sonny, ive kinda talked to him a 'lil more. finally...david. he's definetly the most recent. he's the only one from the whole list that i've hugged, held hands with, or cuddled with. i do care about him :)

celeb hotties
yeah i like some celeb guys. so here they are:
justin timberlake
nick carter
brian littrel
freddie prinz jr.
ryan [from cruel...]
tom from blink 182
thats all i can tink of for now.

online
im r e t a r d e d. yes i did have online bfs. only a few which were totally messed up! i can think of only one guy who was great and sadly he doesnt come online anymore.