Driving home,
no stereo on so unlike me.
Listening to the hum of the engine,
the tires on the pavement
and thoughts of you in my visions.
I see you in my headlights,
just beyond my reach.
So close yet so far,
you are always on my mind,
making me crazy for your touch.
Thoughts of me without you
makes chills run down my spine
You linger on my lips,
you linger in my senses
you are everywhere around me.
Then I am home.
Miles away from you.
Please tell me I'm not dreaming.
And if I am don't wake me.
I'm with you
That's all that matters.
I can't eat and I can't sleep
I just want to be in your arms.
I have never felt this way before
But I like it...
Don't let me go
Just hold me.
I'm tired.
I'm tired of waiting for you,
waiting for you to make up your mind.
You lead me on
The you cut me loose
only to come crawling back.
I 'm tired.
I 'm tired of the tears.
Tears of hurt and rejection
I have wasted on you.
I 'm tired,
I'm tired of this pain
but most of all
I'm tired of you.
He was my first,
He took a part of me
That I swore
I woudn't give to just anyone
He was perfect in my eyes
And maybe always will be
I don't regret a minute of it
Those sweet moments together
He told me everything I needed to hear
He held me close
He told me he loved me
And I know those feelings were real.
You know nothing about me,
But yet are quick to judge
You assume I am different
Because I do not act like the norm
I am proud of me
For not being as easy to see through
I AM DIFFERENT
Because I am not like you.
He told me I was pretty,
And smart
He told me I was perfect
I guess I wasn'r perfect enough.
He thought things would be better
If we were apart
Little does he know
That it only makes it harder on my heart.
If I was so perfect,
Like he said I was
Why am I alone?
He made me laugh when he said,
That hurting me was the hardest thing he had to do.
I'm not perfect
Because if I was
His lies would have been easy to see through.
Promises, Promises
Never kept, they are just lies
That cause pain and regret
I don't like promises only because
One to many times
I was promises the stars
And didn't even get the moon
All to find out all the little promises
Would be lies soon.