+DAILY NEWS (if I update regularly)+

Yes! This is my news section, I'll try to post all the random shit that goes on in my life here.

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12-15-07 THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! yeah yesterday i went to the fucking marylin manson concert and oh my gawd it was soo fucking badass, i was moshing and everything,i was even right infront of the stage and had eye contact w/ manson throughout the whole concert, now, here comes the sad part, yes me the burly guy who jumps and kicks ass and is tough as hell at concerts, was knocked out cold!...yup, you heard it here first, i was left unconscious when manson started cuz some random guy kicked me in the head whe i fell down w/ like 8other ppl during a mosh, i got a concussion :D but that was cool cuz manson asked me if i was ok! oh that was great, anyways, more on that some other time, or jsut IM me at LUCIENDARMETAL on either aim or yahoo.

12-10-07 .............well today i dont know how i can express what i feel, one of my favorite guitarrists and people i admire was shot and killed in an OHIO night club yesterday night. for those of you who dont know who im talking about DIMEBAG DARELL of PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN was killed. so today, i pay homenage to one of my favorite metal slingers. DIME- i shall always remember, RIP 1966-2004 age 38, may you rock on for ever in the after-life.

12-08-04 damn, i dont even know wut happened today.......ithink i went to work, then passed out, then woke up, then ended up home...yeah that souds just about right!

12-07-04 MORTAL KOMBAT!!!!!! yeah! \m/ and i dont mean the game, today im going to go fight and its gona be all mortal kombat style with the flying kicks and the blood and the jumping and the whoa! and they there! aigh! funni thing is that theyre calling me scorpion since im the only scorpio thats going lol. i guess we can also call it battle of the zodiacs, but nah! MORTAL KOMBAT is much much much much better name, oh and speaking of which, were gona be fighting to the dj venom remix of that song going on loop fore ever and ever and ever and ever, then we'll just put on the original heheh, if only i could find my old buddy george, he would like this, it was acutaly his idea, but i made it reality ......lmao leave it to me to pull off something this crazy and unthought of.

12-05-04 DDR!......yeah well today i went to ddr w/ some of my friends, 2 of em to be exact, haha and one of em was mace windu whom i met about 3days ago haha, damn guy IS a jedi! he knows everything before it happens! haha not only that, we went out into the middle of nowhere so we could have our own "lightsaber" battles w/ sabers we made ourselves, yes they do glow and shit and yes we did make em....i know dorks just say it, but it was fun, and once again windu kicked my ass good and proper....im starting to think that somehow someway the name i gave him fooling around actualy made him into that blad black dude from star wars.......hahah but yeah, now im all sore and i have a huge gash on my head, thanks MACE!...jerk! lol

12-04-04 STAR WARS ALIVE.....haha well today i met mace windu while i was at work haha, it was funni cuz the guy is actualy a black dude who shaves his head and his name is samuel, and hes a hardcore star wars fan like i am......well more on that later, right now im just doin a quick post

12-02-04 THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED- *sigh* apperantly im not ment to be a musician even tho its what i like to do the most, no, nothing happened to my hands this time, ahah for those of you who know the curse i have, but i was rejected the oportunity to become something, yet again. lol. but as always ill be an ass about it and when i become famous, all you motherfukahs who said i could never do it, will be kissing my ass so that you can meet other famous people and shit......but anywho back to reality, i think i have lost one of my friends....wich now leaves me w/ only 4, damn life IS a bitch that comes back to bite me in the ass!

12-01-04 IF SOMEONE EVER CAME UP TO YOU AND OFFERED YOU THE OPORTUNITY TO KNOW EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD, BUT THE PRICE THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO PAY WOULD BE TO FORGET WHO YOU ARE, AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF, WOULD YOU TAKE THAT OFFER? im starting to think that i should have said yes, when somerandom person asked me that. i mean seriously does anyone realy know WHO they are? no, they dont. besides forgetting who and what i am might be a good thing instead of a bad. hopefully what comes along with that offer is that no one knows who you are, that way i wouldnt have to remember who i am. and in either case that everyone did know who i am, no one would realy care to talk to me anyways ..........and as always i fuck shit up.......but the funni thing was that today i felt like MR INCREDIBLE while i was at work, you know how hes all HUGE and shit and his this super tiny cubicle to work in and hes always bored/depressed because he missed being a superhero? well yeah, thats how i felt at work today, only thing is im not a superhero, but i do miss being at school w/ my few friends.....LMAO i even taught all of my customers how to cheat on the system just like mr incredible did w/ that old little lady, ahh that made me feel like i did a good thing today :D

11-30-04 AN ANGEL BORN IN HELL-yes i am posting twice today, *sigh* i have no life remember? well its amazing how fast a full days work of enjoyment is quickly shattered when imat home,....now im all fucking depressed i just want to go out to some random bar pull out my card and buy the whole fucking place and drink to my content hoping i die or somethin.....ofcourse that will never happen :(

11-30-04 well today was quite amuzing, i had fun most of the day, caught up with some old friends of mine i havent seen in years, some were happy to see me others just wanted to shoot me. but luckly i know i can call atleast 5 people my "friends"....but out of those 5, one realy realy depressed me today, i dono, its just the situation she is in right now. its quite frustraiting because i know how it will end, and i dont think she will listen to me if i try to tell her.....but i know shes smarter than that, even tho shes a dork most of the time. i just feel soo....i would say helpless cuz i couldnt offer as much as i want, but thats not the word im looking for, i dono for you people that read this i think you know what im talking about, its just so frustraiting knowing soo much about something, but not being able to get it across to someone else ESPECIALY if its for their own good......*sigh* but ill give it a try anyways, i mean what can i loose.... .....besides one of my best friends :(

11-29-04 where ever i may ROME! *heavey riff plays in the background w/ some guy saying "yeah" alot like james hetfield.......hahaha wait thats a song made by james!* any who, yes tomorrow im going to ROME! hehehe, its sooo cool, i better have fun cuz ifnot ima gona go all psycho and ballistic and youll hear about it oh my page....in a form of a song that is! hehe, well anywho, ill tell more tomorrow frome where ever i may ROME ahhaha man i do such kickass play on words sometiems

11-28-04 you know what sucks? when someone tells you that they love you and dont mean it :( i dono i had quote a frined of mine for that, cuz she is certainly right, hell, i know that most people that "like" me are just trying to be nice, and those who say they love me, actualy hate me.....*sigh* i once said "I LOVE YOU IS 8 LETTERS LONG......SO IS BULLSHIT"... sometimes i think thats so true by the way things go, but for some reason im a tad better today than i was yesterday, i went to work ahahaha that was fun, i got in fights w/ almost all my customers :D....but i know i wont get fired cuz i did it ina "professional" maner, so its all good hehe, ^_^ so are my paychecks!

11-27-04 well, lets just say today was not a good day, *sigh* why am i still here! i should realy get out of here,.....ah fuck, i dont realy feel like talking about it anyways, but on a good note i put up an intro song, im not sure if its working or not tho.......

11-26-04 hmmm, i had the weirdest dream last night, but its weird because everything i dremt about is happenening today....hahah thats awesome! i should get more dreams like that so i can go gamble and make millons and billions of $$$dineros$$$, anywho, today seems slightly more cheerfull than yesterday, im going to the movies, but i wanted to invite a friend of mine. unfortunately she always leaves at the most unexpected time....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! lol, besides i know you read my page. anywho, if give me a call or somethin......ok enough about that, i got to go see some random movie, i think its called SAW? *shrugs* till then i hope the world dies a horibble death! muahahaha

11-25-04------well, as always i seem to expect more from my family than what will ever be possible, I dono shit just keeps getting worse, and somehow im always stuck in the middle.....for alot of you guys and galz out there enjoying your thanks giving, having time with your family and being all jolly and what not.... I envy you...I dono, for me today is not a day to be thankfull for anything. Fuck if anything I'd be better off dead, but then again what can I do? Can I move out of my house? Yeah, but where too? Can I tell em all to fuck off? Yeah, but that would get me nowhere....I just wish that for one moment in my life, just ONE, I could be happy. Apparently its too much to ask for acording to the big guy "upstairs" if anything I think I'm asking for the simplest thing he could possibly ever do! But no! He always has to fuck me over some how.. seriously I've learned to hate what alot of people call "GOD"....why is it that when I him the most HE'S NEVER FUCKING AROUND?! FUCK MAN! I'm soo sick and tired of this shit....I just want out but I can never die, and suicide is just pointless. Seriously, whe someone told me "dont waste your breath angelito, theres no one up there listening"...i thought that they were wrong, but now, im older i know its true. Shit for all I care is always taken away from me.....I dono, sometimes i just wish i could have a way to fucking get out of this hell that i call my life. But im going nowhere. i should just get a gun and be thankfull if i can get a hold of one,....it wont be to kill myself, mindyou, it will be to kill everything thats fucking wrong with me,...and thats everyone im with....so i close off today being the day of "thankfulness" with one thing.....IF THERE IS SUCH A THING AS GOD, IF YOU EVEN EXIST, WHY DO YOU LEAVE ME TO SUFFER WHEN IT IS THAT I ASK FOR THE SMALLEST THING ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FROM YOU?.....i just want to be happy...atleast for a moment why am i denied that?

11-24-04 uh, nothing done today except work on some of my songs, and I tired to get some new pics up but didnt work, atleast I got my favorite picture ever on the introduction page