Clouded in a swirling smoke
I'm right beside you
But you don't seem to see me
Pain in my ribs
Eyelids itching
I'm attempting beauty
I'm failing to your eyes
As she smiles brighter
Without trying
When she wants something
It becomes hers
I struggle against her light
Let my shadows hug me
Tighter than tight
Darker than dark
Your so beautiful
So is she
You both begin to sicken me
That twisting in my stomach
I know deep inside
All this is wrong
But who can begin to comprehend
You have been in the shadows
There's no room here for shadows
Only the bright lights
And swirl of smoke
That belongs to me
Do you know how it feels
To be in the shadows
Attempting beauty?