You can�t give me what I need
So why do I desire what you can give�?
And I know in my heart what you are capable of
Of what you are not capable of doing�
The feelings I have for you
Not reciprocated in you actions�
So why do I dwell in this emotion
When there is pain, hurt, and loneliness there�
Because there are moments of happiness and joy
The ones that make me smile and laugh�
And I keep going back for more
Why do I do this again and again�?
I know how you act
How you feel about this area�
Should I tell you the contents of my heart?
To your ears who may or may not be listening...
I want you to know
But I want to keep my heart, feelings, and humility in one piece
10/31/05