| Sometimes we do not feel Like we want to feel Sometimes we do not achieve What we want to achieve Sometimes things that happen Do not make sense Sometimes life leads us in directions That are beyond our control It is at these times, most of all That we need someone Who will quietly understand us And be there to support us I want you to know That I am here for you In every away And remember that though things may Be difficult now Tomorrow is a new day |
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| I couldn't sleep tonight dreams were bad God I hate this it makes me so mad It's 4:35 and the clock is ticking how do I survive how do I go on living I dread the hour that I can't fight sleep anymore because I know what awaits me on the otherside of that door I feel so helpless so tired and alone This is what you did to me (DAVE) If I'd only known I wouldnt have gone where you were that night If I'd known you would hurt me til I gave up the fight The outside scars are no longer there it's the inside ones that are so hard to bare Humiliation, grief, loss and pain suicidal tendencies fill all of my days Screaming shouting whispering my pain somebody help me Whos to blame God I cry! Im on my knees right here right now I'm begging you please!!! Take away this turmoil and misery I cant take it anymore Im sick of feeling sorry for me See what you've done!!?? I scream to my rapest You dont deserve my thoughts you dont deserve anyone!! Where are you now my mind needs some peace I need to know I need that release Im sick and tired of being afraid that your out there watching waiting to invade God, please help me tonight I'm extending my hand please hold it tight Angel eyes |
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| I will not sleep tonight My friend..my rapest you hover by my door when I lie in bed at night whisper cold memories in my ear show me blinding pictures I want to kill you or myself to make you go away violation, emptiness, fear.. tears run down 'til my bed becomes a hysterical river of disgust and fear I will not sleep tonight |
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