Nothing ever stop all these toughts and the pain attached to them,aometimes I wonder why this is happening,its like nothing I can do will distract me when,I think of how I shot myself in the back again,cause form the infinite words I could say I put all the pain you gave to me on display,but didn't realize instead of setting it free I took what I hated and and made it a part of me.
(it never goes away)and now you've become a part of me,you'll always be right here,you've become a part of me,you'll always be my fear,I can't separate myself from what I've done,I've given up a part of me,I've let myself become you.
Hearing your name the memories come back again,I remember whren it started happening,I'd see you in every tought I had and then,the toughts slowly found words attached to them,and I knew as they scaped away I was comiting myself to them and every day I regret saying those things,cause now I see that I took what I hated and made it a part of me.
I've let myself become you,I've let myself become lost inside these toughts of you,giving up a part of me I've let myself become you.
Nada nunca se detiene estos pensamientos y sufrimiento pegado a ellos,aveces me pregunto porque pasa esto,es como que nada de lo que hago me distrae cuando,puienso como me dispare a mi mismo en la espalda de nuevo,porque de las palabras infinitas puedo decir que puse la pena que me diste en exposicion,pero no me di cuenta que en vez de liberarme tome lo que odio y lo hice parte de mi.
(nunca se va)y ahora te has vuelto parte de mi,siempre estaras aqui,te has vuelto parte de mi,siempre seras mi miedo,no puedo separarme de lo que he hecho,He dado por vencido parte de mi,me deje convertir en ti,
Escuchando tu nombre las memorias regresan,recuerdo cuando todo empezo,te vi en cada pensamiento que tuve y entonces,los pensamientos lentamente encontraron palabras pegadas a ellas,y supe mientras escapaban que me comprometia a ellas y cada dia me arrepiento de decir esas cosas,porque ahora veo que tome lo que odio y lo hice parte de mi.
Deje que me convirtiera en ti,Deje perderme dentro de estos pensamientos de ti,dando por vencido parte de mi,me deje convertir en ti.
Memories consume,like opening the wound,I'm picking me apart again,You all asume,I'm safe here in my room,unless I try to start again.
I don't want to be the one that battles always chose,cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's woth fighting for or why I have to scream,I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean,I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright,So I'm breaking the habit tonight.
Clutching my cure,I tightly lock the door,I try to catch my breath again,I hurt much more than anytime before,I had no options left again.
I'll paint it on the walls,cause I'm the one at fault,I'll never fight again,And this is how it ends.
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream,but now I have some clarity to show you what I mean,I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright,So I'm breaking the habit,breaking the habit, tonight
Memorias se consumen,como abriendo la herida,me estoy deshaciendo de nuevo,todos ustedes suponen,estoy a salvo en mi cuarto,al menos que trate de empezar de nuevo.
No quiero ser el que siempre escoge peleas,porque dentro me doy cuenta que no soy el confundido.
No se que de que sirve pelear o porque tengo que gritar,no se porque respondo y digo lo a lo que no me refiero,no se como me puse asi,se que no esta bien,asi que rompo con el habito esta noche.
Tomando la cura,cierro bien la puerta,trato de tomar mi aliento de nuevo,da�o mucho mas que como antes,no me quedan mas opciones.
Lo pinto en los muros,porque soy el culpable,nunca peleare de nuevo,y asi es como termina.
No se de que sirve pelear o porque tengo que gritar,pero ahora tengo algo de claridad para mostrarte a lo que refiero,no se como llegue a estar asi,nunca estare bien,asi que rompo con el habitop,rompo con el habito,esta noche.
Don't know who trust,no surprise,everyone feels so far away from me,heavy toughts shift trought dust,and the lies.
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this disease,everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet,all I ever think about is this,all the tiring time between and how,trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me.
I take from the inside and throw it all away,cause I swear for the last time,I won't trust myself in you.
Tension is building inside steadily,everyone feels so far away from me,heavy toughts forcing their way out of me.
I won't trust myself with you,I won't waste myself on you,Waste myself on you,you..
Don't know who trust,no surprise,everyone feels so far away from me,heavy toughts shift trought dust,and the lies.
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this disease,everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet,all I ever think about is this,all the tiring time between and how,trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me.
I take from the inside and throw it all away,cause I swear for the last time,I won't trust myself in you.
Tension is building inside steadily,everyone feels so far away from me,heavy toughts forcing their way out of me.
I won't trust myself with you,I won't waste myself on you,Waste myself on you,you..
