Dear Diary,
I’ve made up my mind.  I am going to ‘fix the problem’.
Pete’s not ready to be a father. I’m not ready to be a
mother. Being pregnant just would not work and I’m not
ready to give this job up. Does that sound selfish? I
suppose it is a little. This kid wouldn’t exactly have the
best life if I went ahead with the pregnancy though. It
could even be seen as a security threat, people seeing us
together, with a kid. It would also mean Pete would be
stuck with me. I can see he doesn’t want that. I can’t
believe I never noticed his attraction to Mac before. Or
Mac attraction to him for that matter. If anything did
happen with them, Mac’s not ready to be a step-mum. Wow,
I’m jumping the gun there a bit but they always say it’s
harder to find a partner when you’ve got a kid. I wonder if
he’d ever tell her about ‘us.’ Not that I want to be stuck
with ‘him’. I do want kids, just not now, not like this.

Apparently this didn't post so here is part three
ENJOY (or else) nah just kidding


Dear Diary,
He was there, waiting for ‘her’. I walk in to find him
smelling her perfume. He has it bad. I wonder why he wanted
to see her. I can’t believe it, I’m jealous. He told me
he’d be there for me no matter what I chose to do and that
it didn’t have to be a problem. He’s not the one who has to
carry the kid and be out of work for 9 months. Maybe I
should tell him what I’m doing. I feel like I can’t let
anyone know though.

Dear Diary,
I did it, the problem has been fixed. There’s no going back
now. Note to self: Never have a one-nighter with someone
you know. The consequences can be way too pain