Title:Dear Diary Part 2/3: Pete
Author:Vick
E-mail:colesyrulz@yahoo.com.au
Disclaimer: this is entirely fictional etc
Note: This is a bit corny. Warning to all those who like
there to be a case, there isn't one. I kinda got the idea
to do one in this style from a JAG fanfic i read. Enjoy



Dear Diary,
I can’t believe this has happened to me, to us. I am not
ready to be a father but I can’t leave Danni in the lurch.
I have to be there for her. She is one of my closest mates.
One of my only mates. I have to tell Mac. It has to come
from me. She means too much to me for her to hear it from
anyone else. Maybe she won’t be too mad and we will still
be friends. I hope so. Hey the worst that can happen is
she’ll never talk to me but not before transferring me to
the other side of the force. That’s why it has to come from
me. So I can explain. Boy I’ve stuffed my life up haven’t
I? 

Dear Diary,
I lay there waiting for her, hoping to gather the courage
to tell her about Danni, about the baby. Then she tells me
she’s leaving. At first I was terrified. I thought she was
leaving me. I thought I would never see her except on the
odd occasion we were wanted to investigate a homicide. Then
she basically tells me she’s not leaving me, she’s leaving
for me. That must have taken her so much courage. I suppose
I haven’t been too subtle with my feeling towards her
lately. I hope she knows how much she means to me. She
smiled at me. That smile of hers melted my heart. She had
one of those annoyingly cute stray strands of hair. I
reached up and brushed it away. I could feel her
ever-so-slightly tremble. The electricity was immeasurable.
It was then that I knew I had to have her for certain. We
leant in and kissed. She seemed a little reluctant at first
and then she relaxed. I managed to push her back into the
couch. She was lying there in my arms on the couch in her
office kissing me. Of course my memory chose to resurface
at that moment. It chose that perfect moment to remind me
of why I was there in the first place, to tell her about
Danni. So I broke away and told her I had to tell her
something and I couldn’t do it there like this. Please may
I not have ruined my chances. Gosh I just left her there,
she’ll be so confused. I never seem to be able to get
things right.

Dear Diary,
I did it. I told her. She seems rather subdued. I didn’t
really know what to expect. She feels betrayed, I can tell.
She has a right to though. It’s not so much the fact that I
had a relationship or that it was with someone she knew.
She fell in love with Bill. I think it’s the fact that
Danni is a close friend and that there is now someone else
involved. Why do I always have such bad timing? I told her
it wasn’t serious. I hope she believes me. I think I was
just attracted to Danni because she was the closest I could
get to Mac. Alcohol probably also had something to do with
it. I can be the biggest idiot at times.