My Poetry To Her
My Blue Angel
I�ve wondered about a lot of things
In life there are so many unanswered questions
So much speculation of things unknown
But now I am certain of at least one thing for sure
That angels really do exist
I know this because one came to me not too long ago
How else would you explain it?
That a girl so wonderful
And so beautiful
Would choose to come back to me
After all this time
When I never thought in a thousand years that she would
She entered my life and my world went awry
But in the most wonderful way imaginable
Where I saw shadows
She gave me light
Where I saw clouds
She brought me the sun
Where I saw tears
She sent me smiles
She made me want to live again
Because for the first time I actually cared about something
I cared about her
When I never thought it would be possible
For me to care about another human ever again
She proved me wrong
My heart is filled with her
My mind is consumed by her
My soul belongs to her
And I want it to be that way forever
Her happiness is my only concern
I exist for her and her alone
Only an angel
Could make a dying man
Want to live again
With her in my life again
I can truly say
I am the happiest man alive
Soul Mate
About a week ago
It all began
When I became
The happiest man
Because I learned
You felt the same way as me
That together
We were meant to be
No longer my true feelings
Would I have to hide
Because you held the same love
That I held inside
I could finally do all the things
I had been longing to do
Like say the simple words
�I love you�
I could lay with you
Next to me in bed
As you cuddled on my chest
While I stroked your head
I could kiss your lips
And hug you tight
Knowing now with your love
Life would finally be alright
I could now hold your hand
As we walked outside
Because you also knew the connection between us
Could simply not be denied
I�m so very lucky
To have found this love
Because you�re an angel
A gift from up above
So in my heart
You will always stay
Every second
Of every day
I�ve never cared for anyone
The way I care for you
Because this isn�t just love
It�s something fate and destiny led us to
I�m so happy we�re a couple
And now we can officially date
Because I know you�re not just my girlfriend
You are my soul mate
The Things I Hate
I hate it when you cry
I want only smiles to adorn your face
So whenever you are feeling sad
Just close your eyes and think of my embrace
I hate it when we argue
I can feel the pain in my own heart
And to know how depressed the fighting makes you too
Really tears my soul apart
I hate when I do stupid things
And hurt you in any way
I wish sometimes I�d just think more
Before I say the things I say
I hate whenever I get so upset
That it makes your stomach sick
If only I�d try to reason more
Instead of reacting much too quick
I hate it when I fail you
And end up doing things that you despise
I know you can�t stand seeing me that way
I can see the pain it brings you in your eyes
I hate to see you so upset
When others have to nosily interfere
Because obviously they just can�t see
How deep the love is that we share
I hate the thought of losing you
It�s the biggest fear that plagues my mind
But I worry others might influence you
To leave the love you hold for me behind
But mostly I hate the fact that I hate all these things
Because really there�s no reason for any of them to occur
But I know in life nothing ever runs constantly smoothly
Although in a perfect world it is what I�d prefer
So all I can say is sorry now
Sorry for any bad things that me or anyone else has done to you
But I know that no matter what, it will always be alright
Because the love in both our hearts will forever be true
Until I Met You
There once was a time
When I was always unhappy
Sadness loomed over my head
Much like the way a dark gray cloud
Hangs over a stormy April sky
My tears would fall daily
Like rain pounding against my window
Rain that never seemed to really ever stop
No matter how hard the sun would try to shine through
I had no hope for ever finding happiness
I had no hope for ever being truly in love
There was a huge hole in my heart
Because I thought the love I held for you was unrequited
It pained me to talk to you sometimes
To be around you too
Because the more I did
The more deeply in love I fell with you
Knowing I could never hold you
Knowing I could never kiss you
Knowing I could never profess my love for you
I thought there was no way you would ever be mine
I was sure in my head
That you never thought or would ever think of me in that sense
It hurt to be with someone who I thought I could never have
Who could never love me as more than just a friend
I was convinced I would be alone for life
Forever watching you from the outside looking in
But then something happened
Something that up until now I could only dream of
I learned you felt the same way about me
That I did about you
My soul had finally found its true mate
The one I was destined to be with all along
With every kiss we shared
The rain began to stop more and more
With every hug we shared
The clouds began to fade into the distance
With every ounce of intimacy we shared
The sun began to shine brighter and brighter
With every time I looked into your beautiful eyes
Warmth replaced the cold in my heart
I still fear I�m going to wake up someday
To learn it had all been a dream
You have made me the happiest man alive
At one time I succumbed to the shadows
Taking my place among the lost
Even at times embracing the darkness
And the empty, hollow space that resided in me
Without any love to give
Without any hope left in me
But that was�
Until I met you
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