19/02/2004
at the moment:
tic toc: 10:09 pm
dressed up in: uhh best in the west texas tshirt, STUDDED BELT and cargo pants.. that are sorta REALLY baggy.
hair style: so fresh and so cleaan
munching: nothing
sipping: water
music: misfists - die, die my darling
chit-chat: jackie, jonathan, julia and lisa.
feeling: losery.
thoughts: lisa's pretty sneaky...
Uhh.. well, here I am. Sick. TYPICAL. I bitch a lot... so I'm just going to end that right there. There. I'm sitting here.. now listening to the Beatles. So happy.. "I don't care too much for money! Money can't buy me looove!" Sure it can.. at least for the night. =o\
Yeah.. so I'm anti love. LOL. Well, I really don't think I am.. but apparently Lisa seems to think so. Anyway.. so apparently we're making a bet that I will start dating or something before August? Whatever. I have no interest to so... yeah I'm going to be stubborn and say I'm going to win fifty bucks. Plus, I'm sure nobody has interest in me. I can buy one shoe with fifty bucks.. if it's on sale.
I'm really tired.. and I'm surprised this is coming out coherent. Oh well. I have nothing really else to say.. well.. I did.. but I don't now. It sorta flew out the building. The building being a metaphor for my brain. I'm smart.
09/02/2004
at the moment:
tic toc: 10:53 pm
dressed up in: dropkick "barroom hero" concert tee, navy shorts.
hair style: gelled and wavy
munching: nothing
sipping: nothing, but craving apple juice
music: dropkick murphys - the irish drinking song
chit-chat: nobody. fuck you, msn. fuck you.
feeling: desparate.
thoughts: my throat hurts.
..ah.. now it's 10:56. I just grabbed that apple juice I was craving. Mmm.. it's cold as it goes down my all of a sudden sore throat. I wouldn't doubt that's from being down in the basement with shorts and no socks. Meh. I figure I'm Canadian -> I can handle this harsh climate.
Bleh. MSN has buggered up and I could really use some cheering up by my most awesome friends. No matter what I like.. feel good when I talk to them. I don't think they'll ever know how much I love them - ever. I'm sure they get some idea I care.. but it's a lot more than that. Definately. Shout out to those
