| THE WALL TO MY HEART There was once a love in my life. But the love i had just broke my heart. Giving me painful emotions I have never felt before. Leaving me with these painful thoughts that are burned in the back of my mind, that seem to come around time and time. I was hurt so bad that i feel as though i can not allow myself to trust myself to love again or to even open my heart someone even just alittle Because if i do i may get hurt again. Therefore I have built this thick brick house around my heart to protect it form the assault of a love gone bad. This house has no windows or doors and very few flaws it is an imperishable fortress. but with some time and patience and allot of love it can be torn down. But only by that one person to take the time to find the flaws in this thick brick house. With lots of love and some work that one person can slowly chip away this brick house till one day it all crumbles and falls. Then when that day comes that person shall have my heart and all my love. By:: Crystal Pettibone 2003 |
| Sick Of Being Just The Girl The girl that everyone's friends with but never anything more. The girl that everyone loves to hang out with but never be with. The girl with all the male friends but never a boyfriend. The girl that's always around but still always alone. The girl all the guys talk to when they have girlfriend problems. But never the girl that someone needs advise about. The girl that always laughs, smiles and seems so happy. But inside I am the most unhappy girl. That only wants to cry the whole time, But I never will. Because crying means showing my unhappiness and pain. Showing it means allowing the pain to win. I'm sick of being unhappy and sad. I'm sick of no man caring about me and needing me in his life. I'm sick of being single and alone. But this is my life. This is the way it is for girls like me. I know I'm not perfect,skinny and pretty like the models in the world. But does that mean I should be unhappy and alone? Ya I guess it does. This is my life. I guess I'll always be Just The Girl. Crystal Michelle Pettibone Copyright �2004 Crystal Michelle Pettibone |
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