| Miracle If time holds a miracle, we�ll dance together as two old women; sun stroked scalps, dropped buttocks, and watery thighs. But our hands; how our bony, veiny, trembling hands will find their partners palm to palm fingers ring around each other and hold on tight. Dance me; dance me across the floor. I�ll stay with you, if time holds a miracle. |
| Shining through the darkness, she comes She takes me from this awful place She wraps me in her silky wings They envelop me, they comfort me. |
| Running from the monster that lives inside my mind, The one that tells me to kill, the one that tells me to hide. It�s slowly getting darker now, I keep trying to find the light, trying to do what I know is good, trying to do what is right. |
| In she walks, gently as though she is floating, Her eyes fixed upon me I should be frightened, But am not I should run but I can�t - I won�t. She touches me, oh how I�ve longed for this moment. A moment of pure ecstasy. The love I feel is so forbidden Yet I can�t seem to stop myself, I go on loving. |
| Running through the emptiness searching for the light. The closer I get the darker she is. Wanting to kiss her wanting to feel her against me all I can see is her darkness. |
| Always saying the wrong things Never thinking before I speak Fucking it up with one little word Words spoken to ease the moment Not realizing I wasn�t wanted Not understanding. Nothing is clear anymore. My life no longer black, no longer white But a sea of gray, never ending Never knowing, never understanding Fuck... |
| Psychotic insanity running through my head Laughing, thinking, crying - hoping Hoping that this shall pass Longing for that one sweet moment The moment of success the moment of that one perfect kiss The moment I know everything will be okay |
| The blood that was flowing through my veins is puddling on the floor, it shines upon her teeth, it drips off of her chin. Weakness is overcoming me all I see is red, red flowing from my arm, my neck... My mouth, I can taste it - oh god is it mine, oh god - am I dying it�s slowly getting darker now slowly getting colder I hear her voice speaking to me now . . . sleep. |
| The pain I feel will last a lifetime if I let it, but I just don�t think I can, it all feels to overwhelming, I don�t know if I can live. In the bathroom is a razor - no to slow. In the kitchen a knife - still to slow. The bedroom, a gun - so fast, just like that and it is over. But if it�s over, why do I still feel. Maybe I missed, no hole, no blood, I'm alive, wait the light, and out you step, to hold me back, to hold me up, to keep me safe, you are my light, my angel . . . |
| Feeling the pain of her teeth sink in, her nails across my back seeing the blood drip off of me puddling on the floor. Slowly feeling myself grow weak, knowing I'm going to die, I close my eyes |
| She smiles and draws me into her, she takes my hand to let me know everything will be okay she whispers, telling me to breathe, just breathe. Slowly she lays me down, covering me with her kisses, loving me with her eyes, keeping me warm with her hands. Slowly she sinks her teeth in and takes me from this world still whispering, telling me to breathe - just breathe. |
| Longing for your gentle touch, your gentle kiss. The feel of your soft body against mine. For the moment of pure ecstasy, when you love me. Sending me away saying I'm to close, I back away like you want me to then you tell me you feel us growing apart you feel I'm growing away so I get closer and you push me away again, don�t ask me to explain I don�t understand either. |
| Touched by the hands of dark angels Blessed in the way of blood Vowed to serve their wicked ways Loved by the souls of none |
| Reaching out to touch your hand Needing to be in your heart Hoping you�ll see the tears that I cry Wanting to feel your pain Longing just to be with you |
| I open my eyes it is dark I pinch myself and feel no pain I try to move but cannot My body cool to the touch But I feel warm I find comfort in this box. |
| Dangling from the rope, hanging from the rafters, watching her swing back and forth, head hanging low, arms and legs bound, blood flowing from her naked body, puddling on the floor below her. Do I cut her down - no I let her hang, swinging back and forth, just hanging. |
| I see across a crowded room and you smile your wicked smile. Bearing your teeth should frighten me off, but it doesn't, it only draws me closer. I am intrigued by your wicked ways, longing to feel the pain that you can bring. Finally I am near you, I look at you but you are gone. |
| Cut just to watch the blood flow from my body, I cut again to watch more, I lay on the carpet slowly watching it turn red feeling the life leaving my body my vision growing blurry, my eyes closing, my breath growing short, I open my eyes for my last gasp of air, I see you, I hear you say I love you I die. |
| Screaming out into the dark, looking for a friend, a helping hand. Someone to hold me, to make me feel better, someone to make me feel not so alone. I am afraid of the dark, hold me. Hello, is someone there? No answer. Alone again, another night without sleep. I pray for you to find me, to find you. I don�t like this. I wish you were here. |
| Lost in the alone of my mind. Running from what I do not know. What I cannot see. Sounds in the night bother me. Searching for a source. Finding only more darkness, more alone. Lost in a sea of apologies. Nothing making sense. Forgive me. Nothing. Hello. Nothing. More darkness, I can smell you. Alone |
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