it is dark and it shadows your bright sun
hours trace my heart at night, encasing it in bitterness
in the morning i wake to the moon, the sun is missing again
if i could tell you one thing, it'd be my apology
because my alibi's are false long before they're true
i am my own worst enemy, ruining everything
i always knew, but was to selfish to say it--i never deserved you
and as i reach out to find you, i hug empty space
you left long ago with my tainted love on your cheeks
if i could possibly change one thing, it'd be your happiness
i would make it so it didn't have to rely solely on me
i long to hear your goodbye voice, yet i know
all i have, is what i gave,--i never was a friend to you