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was it because i didn't smile enough?
or was it because i wasn't kind enough?
was i not ugly enough--small enough--sad enough?
cause your poisoning my happy go lucky laugh
with the words you stab in my back

and i don't want you to take me down
i don't want to care about what you think
but i keep listening to the creases in your frown
i will be tough, i will be strong--i won't even blink
cause you don't deserve to see my tears hit the ground
you don't deserve to know that you've almost ruined me
but you have--you're slowly murdering me

was it because i try my hardest to care enough?
was it because your hurting and i'm not hurting enough?
or was it simply because you don't love yourself enough?
cause i don't know the reasoning to your plans
i don't know what to defend when you attack
just tell me when enough is 'enough'

i don't want you to take me down
i don't want to care about what you think
but each day i learn more of the plot and what you've done
i will be the better, i will keep standing--i won't blink
you don't deserve to see my heart drowning
and you don't deserve to know i'm barely on my feet
i'm falling-- forgive me if my reasoning is missing

was anything ever just enough?
because you've made me the criminal for an unknown crime
i am your most wanted, the one you want to hand-cuff
and you won't stop until i'm dead with every hatred you think
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