beneath the canopy of these stars
just to remember who you used to be
long before these heartfelt wars
through all the pain been done to me
i still have enough heart to care
i use your paddle with mine now
this sea is harder with out you
how i get on, i still wonder how
for you were all that i ever knew
and though these tears i do allow
i must find will to not love you
i come to this sea, to this boat
in hopes to find the missing pieces
drowned they have, i wish them to float
yet all i see are my distorted faces
i hold true to the words in that note
--"i'll search till my last breath ceases"