And it hurts so vainly inside
To feel your breath swiftly blow
As you again cast my feelings aside
You promised me once, and again
And here I sit with hell on my mind
I swear you to the depths of no return
As you greet me and these tears again hide
You're the prize I won, you know
And I took you in and never second guessed
Are you worth it is what I ask now
Is the pain more and the reward less?
You've become everything, and again
And I remind myself your just something
Every beautiful line must have its end
And yet I produce you as some immortal being
Are you the monster in my heart, distroying and hindering?
Or have I been my own cruel enemy, intoxicated and festering?