Stuck in this place
Its one a.m.
And I'm wishing I could see your face
Ask you how you are
See the changes that time makes
Look into your eyes and see if you care
Cause I'm holding on to you
When I don't even know
What it is I"m holding on to?
What do I want?
What do I need?
I wish you could tell me
And solve this sweet mystery
End my misery.
But its hard when
You've got a past of your own
And its the past you can't let go of
The past you cant forgive
But is there a chance
That you could look pass
And see me for a second
Talk to me for a moment
And let me find the will to forgive
Let me let go of the wounds
Let me let go of the tears
Let me let go of the years
Let me let go of the fears
Let me let go of you
And the past I held on to
You know I love you
And maybe someday
You could say
I love you too sincerly
I'll just have to wait for the day
Its time I live for me
Live my dreams
And keep going no matter how hard life seems
Cause right now you consume my head
Make me lay awake at night in bed
Thinking about all the bad things you've done
When I should be sleeping soundly instead
I'm not thinking right
And I just gotta keep up the fight
But its hard when
You've got a past of your own
And its the past you can't let go of
The past you cant forgive
But is there a chance
That you could look pass
And see me for a second
Talk to me for a moment
And let me find the will to forgive
Let me let go of the wounds
Let me let go of the tears
Let me let go of the years
Let me let go of the fears
Let me let go of you
And the past I held on to
I know
That the day may come
Where the words I needed you to say
Will never become of you
And I ask myself
What would I do?
If that day never comes?
I ask it over and over again..
Driving myself insane
All over again
Well in this moment of confidence
I know that ending this cycle
Of misery and past's that haunt
Will be worth more than any words
You could say
So right here
Right now
I solemly vow
That I will forgive
And let go of the wounds
Let go of the tears
Let go of the years
Let go of the fears
I will let go of you
And this past I held on to
Yes
I'm lettin' go
Lettin' go of you
And this damn past
I've held onto
I'm lettin' go