the oceans roaring against me
stripping my once profound sanity
i am reading the lovely lines you once gave
and in the darkness it sounds like profanity
i look out and beyond to where I used to live
the lands i once freely roamed, become unknown
pulled from under my feet, leaving little to forgive
this once beauty has been violently blown
and has left nothing i can honestly give
i feel the light i once used to call the sun
its brilliance no longer warms me
nor does the eloquence, like it once begun
i cannot see my divine spirit that used to be
and in the morning i wonder what time has done
i ask not for your nagging sympathy
for it does no justice to this heart
yet i ask not for your empathy
cause you�d never see it ripping me apart
still i regret that all i may recieve is apathy
and that alone, to all that know, is too hard.