it's.. nothing.
i see you everyday and it means nothing. but it's not the same nothing as before. now it's a nothing that used to be something, a nothing that used to be everything. while you walk past me as if i never existed, i see you and start screaming. but only on the inside, and i wish you could hear what i'm screaming. it's easy to suffer alone when i scream on the inside and not out. i want to be with you. more than anything, more than everything. i want you to look at me as if you've never looked at me before, and will never be able to look at me again. i want to feel your touch again. as warm as a summer sunset. i want to hear you say you love me, and then give me the infinite reasons why. just one more time, i want you to unintentionally brush against me, because you know how it makes me feel inside. i don't know if i'll ever be able to feel that again. but forget it... it's nothing.
only this time it's not nothing...
