my head was shouting
'SAY NO YOU FOOL'
but my mouth said nothing
she was gone
in her own world with someone else
i went to the bed, and lost all memory
but i know what went on in my un-conciousness
i was a fool, a fucking fool
i should've gone home
but i was just in the wrong place at the wrong time.
i was only there to keep her safe
and along the way i lost sight
i lost myself
i lost my innocence
buried deep inside your friends four walls
trapped in the chamber in a basement.
what would you say if you still knew me today?
'just smile, look pretty and no one will know you've been tainted'
BUT YOU'RE THE ONE THAT TAINTED ME!!!
i wish i never met you
-i wrote this a few nights ago, all this actually happened to me, and i wrote this because i was sick of trying to explain it to all the ignorants around here, i just wanted to.. vent, in my own words.. not how everyone else wants me to explain it. call it poetry, call it shit, call it what you want. it's how i feel, and i'm sick of caring so much that i alter my feelings.-
go back to the poetry or just go home.
