Forgotten from me
And you...
Loved...
No, you love me
Don't stray
And what to say
There are declarations
That I can't,
I won't
I Refuse
To curse us with
Stronger feelings
That ring "true"
Into my very being
Feelings that I can't ever remember being this strong
Your touch has engulfed me
I know you saw the heat
It was there
My cheeks felt like hot coals
And your body so very solid
But I could see it
Your eyes
So beautifull
Gentle cold flames of blue
And your arms...
They seem to say
"If you asked I would hold you forever
and let you go never"
So many times I have wanted to just cry
I'm more confused then ever
I know if I take you for granted I will hurt you
But it's so hard not to...
I want to get lost in you
I want to reveal the scared little girl that hides beneath..
Beneath this mask of strength
But I am so very used to it
If I don't stay grounded the us will fall to shreds at my       feet
Your heart bitterly impaled on my foot
My tears melting it away into nothingness
And my want for death at the door
Awaiting the final step
If I'm not strong I know you will slowly perish...
BUT I CAN'T LET IT HAPPEN!
As much as I seem to not  care
I NEED YOU!
Oh please for whatever it's worth I need you!
But I'm so scared of being in an endless batttle...
There is a key to the door of answers and I can't find it
I will cry in vain until I find it
When I find the key I will rejoice
And you will sleep
And it will all be ours
Forever not that far away
Only as far as your constant touch
Look into my eyes
When they ring "Love and Truth"
You can stop your worry...
I only hope it's that  simple for me.