Every where I turn all I see is dark clouds,
Where is my spot of light?
Where is the spot of hope in my life?
All I see is darkness,
It seems like with every breaking of a new day the darkness gets darker and there�s more of it,
I�m beginning to feel like the darkness is going to swallow me up before someone can save me.
I�m to the point of giving up on life and letting whatever happens, happen.
To just give into the darkness my life has become.
Slowly falling into the darkness,
I�m sure soon it will engulf me totally.
Life just doesn�t seem to be worth the fight any more.
The darkness is a much more enticing place to be.
copyright 2002 by Kitten
As I look around all I see is darkness in my life with a few spots of light,
The spots of light bring such joy to my life.
My children are my life right now.
It�s hard to keep a smile on my face for those innocent eyes to see,
But I know I have to do this to keep them happy as well.
They do not need the darkness that�s in my life,
They do not need to know how this darkness fills almost every corner of my life now.
As I look at their beautiful faces I have to somewhat smile,
Their love for me helps me make it through the day any more.
They are the reason I get up each and every morning,
The darkness is surrounding my life more and more each day.
It started when the man I love had to go away for a while,
And is only getting darker the longer he is gone,
I�m afraid I�m going to be totally consumed in darkness if he�s gone much longer.
I�m praying he returns to me very soon so the light comes back into my life and saves me from this darkness of hell.
copyright 2000 by Kitten
