PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY MORE IF YOU WISH US TO BE JUST FUN FRIENDS.




























In the archives there are many thoughts and things I have wrote from before. I decided to leave them there in case anyone wanted to know where I came from to where I am not. This is not the "happy" place of my sharing.

Is it wrong to feel marriage should build each other up? Is it wrong we should be able to be sexy with each other? Why is it so wrong to be flirt with each other within our marriage? What happens when something has been worked on for over 25 years without success to find a middle ground?

Internet friends can be very good cheerleaders and peer mentors in these ventures. So here is my personal and private plan:

I have made some goals. I accept that I do not have an "exciting" home life ... I have a very nice home life though. I plan to focus upon making the goals whether I have "cheerleader" help or not. But if there becomes an internet friend who treats me like a king all along my path to making my goals, I intend to offer her royal queen-like treatment on a trip somewhere ... perhaps Walt Disney World I have often wanted to take someone new to. I will not break marital or faithful vows while there. Period. King treatment for queen treatment. Not meant for anyone seeking anything but friendly, perhpas flirtatious for sure, treatment of each other while we struggle to stay on the right path of life, but also enjoying fun and frolic of life as well. I am goofy enough, yet serious enough, that this can happen between friends, especially internet friends. Perhaps someone not very inhibited, someone who would like a very close friend, might wish to try this ride with me. Perhaps not. Hopefully it has not hurt to ask this in a way no one needs to answer since no one had to read this.

God bless and I mean that sincerely as well. He is a loving and marvelous God Who amazes me more and more each and every day. It is my hope he amazes you as well. Someone said I was quite the unique guy ... I think God considers me unique, I think God thinks you are unique ... and so do I.

Thanks my friend for reading this,
remember, no one but you and God knows you have read this yet,
so you do not have to ever feel you need to answer this,
I will not ask if you have,
March 23, 2005 from a goofy male named Wayne :)