I'm lookin' old today in a very sort of jaded way Cynical and hard weeds all over my yard I can't remember the summer It's all a blur Yeah, it's been pilin' high It's been pilin' up so god damn high Now i've got baggage I'm probably tagged for life Self rightous eyes Wanna close the book It's got nothing to do with the looks Can't keep it together Losing my grip Yeah, I've been sinking down Time to abandon ship It's hard to swim with baggage My friends are all strangers They stopped calling weeks ago But guilts a heavy load Guilts a very, very heavy load Packed in my baggage