These are peices of poems from a long time ago that I haven't finished, and probablly wont finish. SO here they stay.
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The sun rose only on me today, this morning..
Heart of a fragile frozen fairies wing, blooming in the springtime now..
Lazy daphodill, bumped around unwanted..
useless weed taking up space in the garden...
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Rain is my neigbor
being closed in is home
Grey shades of forest
is all that i've known
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Safely sleeping under the
glow of the television
it glows, it glows,
a window full of tasteless humor and violence
it's the American way
and so i keep snoreing on
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a wish is a wish but a dream gets you somewhere
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Even teen idols
can have abortions
and boob jobs
(Yo Brittney!)
mama says I can't go out and play
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You stare at the broken
full size mirror
that was shattered on a holy day
and
imagine the jagged, distorted
image parallelling your naked body
is actually yourself
.... thinner
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You are so, whats the word?
You are so..
You rock my world!
You
make me smile
and even make me think
you
are my bestfriend
my bestfriend, I think
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I am nothing.
but I can't let them tell me that.
So i
invent my own magical land
and it is drug free
well, besides my medication
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Why are some women so peculier?
Always over analyzing everything
Maybe I don't because of my bad eye sight.
Who Knows?
Why are other women so bitchy sometimes
I've even watched my own mother
back-stab a friend
Why do other women stare sometimes?
are they jelous of my
virginity?
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If you saw me out on the street
would you think I was a hottie?
If you saw me in a crowded room
Would you think that I was lonely?
If you saw me with my posse
would you call me a slut?
you know you would
you know you would.
If I saw you in a big black truck
I would think you were all that
if I saw you with yo mama
I'd give pity eyes and laugh
If I saw you smokeing
against the wall of the store
I'd wonder if you knew my posse
I know I would
I know I would
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Bald Eages in the front yard
me dancin in the road
sun clears up the grey dark sky
bright green grass and yellow flowers
squish between my toes
sweet sweet smell of dew on rose buds
nice fresh feel of it brushing
onto my nose
hey
its a northwest kind of monday.
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More snippits soon