Brickwall, pitfall, see it all
Never touch it, can't go through me
Never feel it, can't get to me
What the what the what the
slow-mo pro-mo
Dieing so....
what the mofo??
Achiever? HA
Believer? HA
Bleeder?
Yeah you got that right.
Spinning around, stuck in my head
Runnin around, with no end.
Scrambling
Fucked up contimplating
nonsense of sadness
recieving no love through the gap
of the distance that I am
from everything.
(and i thought i was part of it!)
segment of the everything
shoved under blankets in the corner
saturated cheek from saltine tears
I am disappering, watch my hand its fadeing
I am missing
I miss how it used to be
discribe, get by, say hi, get high
shrug off my illness
baby of denial, chicken shit
hypocondriac hypocrite
love-ohalic
nothin left to hold, but my pillow
Im so sweaty, im not ready
to say goodbye
Goodbye sanity!
Charity, Happily, goodbye happy days
batteries are running low
my pictures getting dim
out of focus, out of ear shot
let go let go let go LET GO
I DONT NEED THE FUCKING MEDICENE!
I do not know..
what is wrong with me!?!?
Why is everyone and thing ignoreing
why am i dissapearing
why why... why why... why why WHY!?!!?!
It isnt all that clear
why is it so dark in here?
black light radience
dance away
my problems
Succeder? Ha.
Over doer? Nah..
Procrastinator trapped in a bubble of
nonsense sadness
nothing left to grasp
nothing left to hold
but my pillow
The brick wall smashed
the pitfall tarped over
crushed all of me just because of you
just.... go on your own way....
I'll skip todays pills.
Bleeder? Ha. you got that right.
You cant get through me
you wont get to me
ha.
I'll say it again...
I DONT NEED THE MEDICENE!