My Poems/Lyrics - Unless otherwise said all written  by me.
You copy you die.

Most Recent Written

Crash - 6/27/00

The scratches and scars apon me
smooth out like a guitars strings
something that wont be forgotten
put my life as a flash through my eyes
on a platter, shattered infront of me
so frail and brittle
torn up body with a worn out soul
...I am not immortal...
Bent up metal could
have been my bones
Place your hand across
my glass carved scars
just like strumming
a lonley scabbed guitar
sort of tickles,..
but brings tears into my eyes
I could have.......
          .......Shanny could have died.

Other poems by me

Sitting on my porch - 11/2?/99

The sun sets over the scenic estuary. The beauty of the background. Lavender clouds wade so lazily. The taste of my lips are like a golden delicious. Few will ever know or see this beauty that I see. Refined trailor park rain forest devinity. I'm so happy to be blinded in traquility. Happy-go-lucky optimism. Riding in a lala bubble in a sea of turnoil that's surfaced to much for me to grasp. Deep thoughts of carmel apples, heart of a child.
Trying to make my ignoarance last.

Pure Darkness

Your mind is blank _ all your dreams are dead _ the black hole void _ slowly slowly swallowing....... _ stumbing _ uncontrolably, everything _ it is so dark _ Blinded with eyes buldging _ new to you and yet painfully tiresome _ late at night trapped inside some bed _ your legs asleep, head burning, sweat _ This darkness_ this nothin _ Swallows you _ slowly panicing _ FRANTICALY _  feeling the mirror _ just to see an empty reflection _ a nothing, a wilting, a guilty... _ spinning throw, swimming through, your thickness _ like oil, fearful and doubtful _ stumbling... _ blinded with eyes buldging _ onlooking... No reflection! _ No connections.. _ like the inside of a coffin _ a bird inside a blanketed cage _ choked off screaming _ as you're being swallowed _ NOTHING... _ pitch darkness, paves its way....