Some of you may say how can two people meet and fall in love over the internet especially when they have never meet in person.. Trust me I got that question asked to me by everyone that I told about our relationship and  at times I even asked my self that question.. And yes most of my friends thought I was crazy and didn't have clue what I was talking about, but Martin and I did and that's all that mattered to me.. I knew how easy it was to fall in love with him. We were given a gift, The gift of getting to know what's inside one's heart long before they ever gaze for the first time in each others eyes or feel each others touch.... What we have is more special than most have.. And to this day I'm really thankful that we meet in this way.. 

I worked the day that I was suppose to fly out to see Martin.. Thought it would be best in passing the time by even though I was very nervous in thinking what if something happened while working that would make me late in getting there to the airport, like breaking down on the road or something.. You see I drive and deliver Auto parts for Advance Auto in Kentucky , Tennessee and Virginia .  I had already packed for the past two weeks so everything was ready to go ... all I had to do was come home shower and let my son and his wife take me to the airport.. Wow I couldn't believe it was finally happening..  I soon would be in the arms of the man whom I adored and loved so much.. I think ever nerve in my body was excited at this time.. I had so many emotions and was very worried to, thinking what if he doesn't like what he sees, even though we both  had web cams and saw each other all the time.. My flight went out at around 4;30 that evening and I would not arrive In Amsterdam till the next day at 11: 30am  his time which is 5;30am  my time.. Let me tell you the flight over was a piece of cake, I was scared to death of this flight for months and even had to have the doctor give me a few nerve pills to even be able to get on the plane.. Couldn't believe I was this scared to fly, but between the nerve pills and a few drinks I slept most of the way.. So the trip went by real fast...(LOL). When we were almost there I went back to the restroom and freshened up a bit and tried to make my self as presentable  as I could.. the bathrooms in the planes are very small.. Not much room to even hardly turn around in... 

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