031105 | FRIDAY |
I FELT..WHOLE AGAIN..
*sigh* im confused. hah, kinda sadd, but whatever cuz i am.
711MARCH will
always rock like a potatoe. LOL. march is lovely..heh, yeahh, some of you guys know the story.. i let the one thing that made me happy for once (in a lonnng time)go. no reason, just fear i suppose. i always get scared when everything goes soooo perfectly cuz then things
always end up
FALLING.. but it didn't fall as fast as i pictured it..maybe it wasn't gonna fall. i dunno. now i feel stupid for even doing it. but hey, it's not over over. (: Hah. but still..maybe i'm still uncomfortable with the whole moving thing and not ready to move on..or im just the girl who's scared to fall in love. (; haha but hey its TOO early for love. but whatever i still "care" for him HAHA. if thats how you wanna put it..well, lets just say..i've been having second thoughts since i walked away.. soo i guess thats good? lol.
well kidds, switching the lovely subjects..there's
NO SCHOOL today. (: but then there's nothing to do.. i was planing to go to eastlake again like i did a month ago..haha but this time not make joanne cry ;P LOL. yeahh. but my mom left without me..i even ASKED HER LAST NIIGHT!!! ohh well. its okayy. i still talk to you fools online anyhow.annnd i saw you guys last weekend. at jem's house. ohh yess. brought back the good times at jem's house like last spring break. haha. hmm, but for those of you who i didn't see..
I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN A MONTH!! haha makes me sadd. ALL you fools needa visit me. (: my new house isn't
that boring anymore..haha. we have a new pool table now..soo i guess that's something to do besides the computer. n tv. SPRING BREAKK IS COMING!! WAHHOOO. haha. but yeahh, still eastlake gets 4 weeks. damn fuckers. jkk UGHHH. SCREW TRADITIONAL! hmm whatever..ima go napp..haha
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030405 | FRIDAY |
SEEMS AS IF YOU'RE A GHOST..
DAMNIT. where the hell are you?! ugghh. if that was you today..then booohooo. ;P ohh well, for now you're a ghost, but thank you anyhow.. (: hmm weird week..
happy LATE birthday to the febbie man. hahaha. jkk about the man part. LOL. hmm i called you anyways on your birthday..just felt like saying it again. HAHA. hmm. im
still failing MOST of my classes. i think im only passing dance..if not then POOP. i tried my damn hardest on those tests. school is okayy now i guess.. im sorta used to it. but its
boring as fuck. its not as much fun as eastlake. MAN! caca gets to go to budget tomorow >;[ i wanna go damnit!!! ugghh. WHY DO MY PARENTS THINK IMA GO RACING DOWN THE FREEWAY?!!?! i can control myself >;[ ohh well. whatever..most of my friends up here are getting their permits and soo on soon. (: lagging on the work and crapp due to TIREDNESS. pooop. OHHH!!! i PASSED MY HISTORY TEST!!!! AHHHHHhh. thats the second one!! 10/11 yeahhh!!!! soo freaking happy! im actually understanding mr.L's class haha. damn you mrs.romero >;[ i hate the way her tests are..anywhoo. i think i pulled a muscle while during some hardcore stretching. shame on me. yes..soo im taking it easy. IM BORED! everyone is at the movies..een them kiddohs up here i think. bleh. going down tomorrow, gonna have fun like the old times at jem's i think? maybe..haha. i dunno what ima do before that since ronald wants to leave early..ohhh well. i'll do some exploration on my own maybe (: bring back the memories..maybe come up with stupid ideas for my project..hmm ill kill this HERE for now. niight.
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022805 | MONDAY |
BREAKDOWN.
TOTAL BREAKDOWN last niight..everything just came over me. after all those years, days, hours, minutes..whatever. its just came out. couldn't sleep and so on..michelle called.
MAJOR MUCHOS TO THAT CHICK even though it was most of me sobbing and crapp. but hey, it was comforting. stayed up
late shaking..and thinking. woke up this morning crabby, my eyes were screwed from crying, yatta yatta. schooled. lunched. the one and only lovely
joanne called me (:
MAJOR MUCHOS TO THAT EGG LOVER TOO;; i know i barely let you know things and all, but like i said it's hard.. It's just easier for me to tell certain people things depending on what it is. no worries though, i talk to you about things that other people don't know,
you just dont know it (; anywhoo, school was ehhh. but interesting? at the same time. weird how you can see the life you only wish you had, or something similar to it when you`re down the most. you realize it
more when your down as far as you can go.. i know i always try n help everyone, but i dunno how i even make any sense sometimes..i already know that
I'M the one who needs help.. but of course, i'm to scared to take it. im too scared to think of it. heh, funny how people think im the "tough" rosanne that they "know" or seem like..but i can't even take care of myself. gahh. soo much stress. i feel like im in the dark and all. no one can find me...not even myself..
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022705 | SUNDAY |
TEMECULA >;[
sooo, we finally have damn internet access. thank GOD! as many of you know im dying from a dull and boring life up here.
NEW house number, ask me for it if i didn't already give it to you bunngs. hmm went to eastlake last monday, pure joy and what not. i miss everyone.. but hey i get through each day up here thinking everyones up here with me. now seanG.s up here. haha still haven't talked to him or seen him yet. haha. how sadd. ohh well. soon maybe. i realized im more
focused on work and everything up here. but i also realized that im slowly fading from everything and everyone from
home. not much to talk about with everyone anymore..even up here it's hard to talk to people. but hey, life's harsh, i deal with it like i have the past 15+days years of my life. heh. hmm whats new..besides this house..uhh. NOTHING really. i
think im still the same person..but then again i already know im not. i can tell. i can't even have a convo rolling with anyone anymore..it always just dies. whatever..ill blog more later..have fun kidds.
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010205 | SUNDAY |
BLAH BLAH
im bored. i`ll blog more later. hahaha
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123004 | THURSDAY |
PITTER PATTER
la di dahh, i want a guy to sing me a song..
bored on my canoe. LOL. i want a battleship. freakin` kris..geez. haha. anywhoo. life is okayy? hows yours? lol. why am i asking..no one reads this poop i type. ahh well, takes up my time. soo anywhoo. /).= i haven`t gone out all week..oy. well well well. let`s see. watched MEET THE FOCKERS with caca, erika, michelle, cj, kris, and joanne on sunday (12.26)... quiet..boring. lol. sorry guys.. but it was fun at the same time. lol. very
windy lately..rainy too. but today is a bit brighter ;] gotta love the good ol` morning chats with the
buhd. i miss people. lol. haven`t seen people in ages. sarcasim. LOL. /).(\ im sucha loser. i turned to xanga
again. lol. only because i get too lazy to sign into this crapp, do all the codes..yatta yatta. pics comming soon? maybe. lol. haven`t brought out the camera in a while. mann. soo much change. umm
update on the whole moving business. lol.
NOT for a few more weeks. YAY. hehe. i suppose. kinda madd about it though. geebers. can`t we just move already so i can get over it. >;[ freakin` losers can`t even put the crapp we paid for in.. bleh. lol i should stop complaining. NEW YEARS RESOLUTION. note to self;; STOP COMPLAINING. later days.
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122804 | TUESDAY |
bored.again.
nothing to do..again
christmas. came and went. t`was okayy? yes. haha. can`t complain i suppose.
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122104 | TUESDAY |
bored.
nothing to do..
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120404 | saturday |
SIX FLAGS!
SIXK FLAGS! haha. hella fun. but could`ve been more fun if
everyone was there. but oh well. anywhoo, yeah, it was the "banquet" for the tennis team. wow, i actually miss tennis. it was mary anne, michelle, and i. odd number, so we switched off on who would ride alone. got to experience
another one of michelle's virging moments :] haha. she never rode the loopy roller coasters. same with mary anne. LOL. OHH MY GAHHD. all i could do was laugh, sorry michelle. couldn`t help it. haha. it`s something to remember to me. rode a bunch. ate a little. last ride was scream. HOLLY COW. i loved it. haha. then yeah, time to go. couldnt sleep at first, then eventually did. coach was driving around LA to avoid traffic. haha. so yeah, we stopped at carl`s jr. ate. got home around 11. or i dunno. it was really late though.
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112704 | SATURDAY | SAN JOSE area
ZIPP it and REWiiND.
OKAYY. so, there were three days of school..hella easy days. lol forgot we had a chem. test again, so prolly faild that. got a B on my geometry test. haha,
wing`d it as we all like to say. wednesday;; went straight home since no one wanted to do anything. ohh well. i`ve been going straight home like everyday, haven`t been making my last few days
that great, but i guess you can say that they weren`t bad either. then yeah, did the usual at home, ate, computer, clean a little, nap. haha woke up around 1210am. it was time to head to san jose. forgot to pack. to had to hurry. haha.
SAN JOSE
got here on
thanksgiving day around 10 somthing in the morning. it was hard to sleep in the car, and i couldn`t study since it was too dark, so yeah, 9 hours wasted. >;[ piece of poop. got here, showered. watched tv. not that great.
TEXTED people like crazy. haha. not really, just some because i kept falling asleep. hehe. then went to my other auntie`s house. saw some of the cousins. ate a little. then it was din din time. gahd. that was hard. haha. the praying part i mean. first we prayed, and then we had to pass around a candle saying our own prayer aloud, and saying what we were thankful for, and yatta yatta. when it got to me, after my mom and my brother, i just started talking about all this stuff..and then i was about to tell everything.
EVERYTHING that i`d messed up on. im talking about all those
DMODE times..gahh. so yah i just ended it passed the candle and walked away. haha, im so rude, oh well. my other cousins didn`t even do it. tisk tisk. anyways. got to see my nephews and neices x] i missed them!! haha. OMG they actually remembered ME! haha, i gave one a dollar for it. haha. then yeah. heard from the cousin JED. haha DAMN DUDE! you got hella dark. keep it up over there in PI. you know we all miss you.. umm. let`s see. after thanksgiving. HELLLL YYEEAHHH. SHOPPING!! x] number one place to shop..SAN JOSE. haha, or for me it is. haha, better than san diego. got a few christmas presents, and some new clothes. haha. then yeah, came back, went to ANOTHER auntie`s house. then my cousins (maricel&&janis) came to pick me and my sisters up. thank god. haha. we went back to their apartment. watched movies. yeah..fun. haha. ELF. lol. janis brought us back around 12 or 1 i dunno. fell asleep and so here i am. lol. okaay ill finish this when i get home. i blog very lonng.. haha. later days BUNNGs.
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111104 | THURSDAY | THE COME BACK!
YEEAAYUHHH. okayy you guys. this time, it should be for good. hahaha. yeah, i know i said that before..like twice? LOL. but i stopped with xanga..or at least i`m not gonna use it as much. LOL. sp anywhoo, yeah, im moving. YES, i know. it sucks. moving up to temecula. yessuh, in less than TWO MONTHS now ;[ i wanna move, but then again i don`t wanna move. i just didnt think we would move that far. i thought we we were gonna move to somewhere closer or something, but no i was wrong. and yeahh, i dunno when i`ll visit, or if i can. i dunno if im taking the choice to continue to go to eastlake, because it`ll be too much of a hassel, and hard for me just to even do the work. it`s already hard enough doing the work as it is right now. YES YOU GUYS i think i DO have a chance of still going to eastlake. LOL want the story? sure why not. umm, so we`re keeping this house and renting it out. ANND soo with that happening i can still go to eastlake by using this house address. and since my mom is still gonna work down here, she could drop me off at someone`s house in the morning(like REALLY early though--i bet the MAJORITY of you are still sleeping at that time..) and then i go to school from there. school. go to some one`s house AFTER school. do whatever homework i can there. then get picked up. do homeowkr or sleep in the car on the way home to TEMECULA. HAHA. so yeah. anywhoo, enough about all that moving crapp. OHH MY GAHHD. im slacking off soo much in my classes. i seriously have to pick it up. ;[ poop. i`m only keeping up in KARG. how stupid. but yeah, i`m surprised i actually kept my grade in that class. the rest is boring. umm, tennis season is over. it was...fun? lol. i guess you can say it was fun. stupid though since im not gonna be on the team NEXT YEAR!!! >;[ that makes me madd. umm, the banquet is comming up soon, or later? HAHA. december. (well thats close to me.) we`re having TWO? lol, islands and then six flags the next day. haha. ohhhh yess. gonna have some fun before i leave. i better. poop. soo yeah. been working on this for a few days, and its finally comming together now. things that i didn`t get to do today. ;[
-AUDRY`s party
-go to otay.. and playy.LOL
-GO OUT PERIOD!
today was BORING as usual.LA LA LA LA LA LA. today was just a bunch of..COMPUTER GEEKNESS. a BUNCH of eating. ohh yeah, and a LOT of sleeping.
YESTERDAY;; went to school. schooled. all that crapp. yatta yatta. got picked up afterschool. went to the park to pick up the sidekick CACA. went home..HAHA. then we started singing "miiiiiicccchhhheeelllle iisss aaaaa hummmmmmmmfmfffeeerrrr!!!!!!!" then we went to COXTIAN. haha saw someone..then yeahh. went to LOLITAS cuz it was crowded over there. haha. saw cyndy on the way. so we stopped by her house on the way home. HAHA. we were stupid. we couldn`t find it because we turned into the first block instead of the second one. hahaha. anywhoo. yeah went to cyndy`s house and then talked. hahah i miss that fool. went past cj`s and britt`s house. HAHAHA. went back home for a little bit. then went to go pick up michelle and jem from their airband practice. then yeah. michelle had 45 minutes to play. so we went to the park by thurgood. yeahh. played there for a while. they were being stippers. losers. haha. then yeah. humfer had to go home so she can go to her lessons. then dropped of jem. came back to the house. had one of those talks with caca like the good ol` days. i miss those days.. ;[ um yeah.. she left. i fell asleep. and thats about it
+ABOUT THIS MESS
HAHA yeah..ima try to work on it and keep it alive..im tired of using xanga. lol. going all orginal. MY WORK. not premade crapp. HAHa. or easy stuff like xanga. ALL NATURAL. LOL. okayy ima go. wow i type a LOT. blog ina few days or so i suppose. LOL. BYEE BUNNGS.
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o2.29.o4 | SUNDAY | the START OF THIS CRAPP.!
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i always ferget my cake day when it comes around;; so caca always tells me:: July 25. 1989. hometown is Honolulu, Hawaii. MISS IT THERE. reppin` the 951 area for now. (note:TEMECULA SUCKS ASS!) currently attending GREAT OAK high;; class of `07. orginally a 619 kidd n TITAN at heart. LOVING THE BEACH whether it`s cold or hot, it`s the best. friends <33. family <33. messing around. laughing with the FOOLs & BUNNGs (aka`d the FRIENDs). taking pictures with the camera. band aids (always have one with me ;] ). eating. busting a snooze. school sometimes. tennis. music. DDR. adventuring. running around on the golf course. im a COMPUTER GEEK. yes yes yes. sometimes a SCHOOL geek. i tend to slack off a lot. i get lazy a lot too. haha, bet you do too. currently part of the lovely lovely J3RMMs & RASCALS. gotta love `em <33. what can i say? im not you`re average girl, or at least i hope im not. i dont like to be average like the rest. HAHA. im shortishh. 5'3". long DARK brown hair. (used to be really really long for those of you who remember it). status;; SINGLE with the common on-and-off crushes. haha. wears glasses IN class to add to my loser geekyness. i get BORED really really easily. haha but then again who doesn`t. any whoo yeahh. anything else you wanna know.. talk to me. DUHH.