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| First of, I'd like to put a disclaimer. The word 'love' can't be taken literally. In any way, shape or form do I endorse the lifestyle, beliefs of the artists represented in this section. I respect the artist and occasionally admire the person but that's the extend of it. |
| In the world made of paper where it's easier to make it as a woman using sex and the influence of powerful friends, I have chose to live a different way. Perhaps it seems doomed from the start, certainly is much harder. However, it isn't to me. |
| There are those 20 minutes a day, right before I fall asleep when I'm alone with the silence of my heart and I have to face my everyday decisions and actions. |
| How long can we live a lie before we become the lie? |
| Those 20 minutes are the ones I work for every hours of my days fighting to know that I'll still be able to love, respect myself and live with who I am when the night comes. Who's to say I will wake up to see another day and make it right? So I don't wait for a tomorrow that might never come to start the fight for a better me. |
| For those who come here hoping to read about rock stars and gossips, I'm afraid you won't find anything in that line but the journey of a woman who had a dream becoming bigger than her. It is to make the world, (starting with myself) a better place to live in. |
| My personal goals are : 1. Having the strength of a man and the heart of a mother. 2.Loving and serving God always. 3.Loving, proctecting and serving the man of my life first, then mankind. 4.Not being the cause of scandals, reflecting God's compassion, kindness and bringing a message of hope among others. 5.Loving friends/strangers/enemies with the same even heart. 6.Letting flatteries and cirticisms equally slide off my back. |
| At the day of today, I'm still an asshole but I vowed to myself that my tombstone will read : 'Hey, at least I've tried.' Besides with God by my side, how can I fail ? |
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