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| When we finally get a remedy to a desease, especially in the case of chronical illness, it takes a while before the potion kicks in and you actually see some results. In some case, it seems to get worse. And at the same with soul medecine, once you reach a new level of awareness, you do the yo-yo for a bit before you stabilise and can keep your balance. We have such a hard time shedding the old us and integrate and embrace the new 'us by letting go the ol' broken one. Most of us fight changes, that's what 'ego' (latin word meaning not the popular one) is about, taking a temporary truth and making it a Universal law. There is only one truth when it comes to life. Life is about to motion, when you stop moving you are dead. So don't die before your time by resisting change. |
| There is nothing more precious in this world than a flexible mind and lots of ego flattening. That's the true eneny to fight here : ego. Every evil comes from 'Ego', every good come from 'Deus'. |
| I'll give you personal example, keeping the names of the person involved private to what confusing the message with the messenger can do. |
| When my beloved Serge passed away in 91, I've asked God that he will send him down to me as a messenger when it will be time for me to get married. Take notes that I never said to tell me the name of the person before end, tell me I was going to meet the person or tell me I was going to meet the person which it's all very different and bring a very different answer |
| In mid 98, I was very discouraged by the whole turn my life was taking and didn't know what to do when I had the first visit of Serge in my dreams. I saw him that night and he was literally covered with gold glowing but not a bright light and he told me : "Don't doubt it! And tell your brother you saw me so he will no longer doubt either!" Of course I asked him to go with which he told me that where he was going I could not go since it wasn't my time yet! What-ever! |
| Of course, since I was very smit over someone at the time, I took his words in my own context of what I wanted to hear : a confirmation that the person I was all wrapped up into was the Mr Right. Did he ever say it was? Did he ever even mention a person? An event? Anything in that line?? Nope. not a bloody word about it, if anything it was a consolation and encouragement to keep hope and keep believing. |
| My lastest misinterpretation cost me three months of complete stupidity. I hear : "Pay attention to ....name...." I naturally conclude "Pay attention to his actions!" Simply because it doesn't match my frame of mind of the moment and I'm too rigid and frozen in a certain idea of how the answer should come to me in a a certain form as well as what the answer has to be. And any answer coming my way that doesn't have the right format and the form I think it will take is discarded. It's like that whole drowing story thatI've read something. A boat, an helicoptere etc.. came to resucue this dude in the middle of a storm but he always answered "Na! I'm good God is gonna bail me out!' Then when he drowns and show up in Heaven and he bitches at God, He gets this answer : "I was there to rescue me, I've sent you a boar and helicoptere...etc..!" So beware that our answers hardly ever take the form that we are expecting and to not let them slip away without a second look. |
| When I look at the answer I get, at first, I'm wanting to wait for another one when I don't like them, then after I wonder what if it's not the perfect answer but it's the one I need and what if no other answer will be given to me? A little bit of something good sure beats a whole lot of nothing. |
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