00 Shawna L.
It feels that I've been misplaced;
woke up and didn't know my place, in this life.
Saw you standing, staring my way,
I guess I know your from around.
But I can't put a name to the face,
thats staring me down.
What was it like before?
Did these endless days of drugs always be a bore?
Did you and I ever laugh, be happy where were at, together?
Did it ever seem like a waiste of time,
to in the end sort out what was yours and mine?
Have we always been like this or is it just me?
Of a wasted life already over at the age of seventeen.
I remember I could smile without the ache of forever,
holding me to every mistake I've made while I wasn't sober.
And it seems it might be too late to wake up,
and get my life straight for the first time in years.
Maybe silence these demons that no one else can hear.
Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow, 'cause this is all a dream,
how did these years fly by me?
How could you have slipped away?
When just last night you were in my bed,
loving me in my twisted fantasy, of this is how to live.
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