98 by Shawna L.
Should I let go,
Of the pain you put me through?
Even though your begging forgiveness,
Should I give in to you?
Naked, so pale, you look anemic,
Your face staring up at me.
"What should I do?"
I ask of thee.
You turned away so long ago,
Left me all alone and scared.
But now you come crawling back,
But not as beautiful and fare.
With your green eyes turned to blue,
And your lips no longer ruby red.
How can I turn my back on so much hate,
And all the wishes I wished you dead?
But you look so delicate it makes me sick,
I could snap you in two if I chose.
But what happened to all my passion to life,
Has turned to satin dead rose.
And I pricked your blood to taste,
Innocence gone bad.
Such a beautiful disaster,
O one that I have ever had!
And I helped you to your feet,
I held you in my embrace.
Tried to block out feelings,
Trying not to see your face.
And I wonder, "how have I stumbled along this?"
Why was I the one to die tonight?"
Shivering body of worthlessness,
But inside the most beautiful sight!
"I forgive you"
I whispered unto his ear.
Cowering before me,
"You have nothing to fear."
And I fed, clothed, and bathed,
I gave everything I had.
To the fallen angel at my door,
That looked so dead and sad.
But bloom beauty did,
With happiness in his eyes,
And my prince of darkness.
Again- shall rise!
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